These are lessons in my life

My recent favorite =)

2012-01-20T07:24:00.000-08:00

THE SCRIPT- FOR THE FIRST TIME

Yes no doubt they are a bit of last year hit song but seriously in love with this man voice, his voice killing thou, as you know I'm kinda voice freak, if a man with so sexy voice talking to me, my heart would just melt!!
hahahaha

THE SCRIPT- NOTHING

Happy Nuuuyaaaa people! 2012 already!

2012-01-02T06:52:00.001-08:00

It's 2012!! According to the Mayans, world gonna end this year, 22nd Dec 2012 if I'm not mistaken, so this might be my last wishing new year blog post people, so please Do appreciate this hahahaha!

Something different this year, I'm actually using my phone to update my blog this time, not because I'm out of town or somewhere away from computer but just simply because I wanna make it easy to share some photo through my phone.

Oh ya, and it's my 24 birthday today! This is soooooo NOT COOL! I'm 24 already, and still remain this single shit until so many of my friends start worrying and in fact I'm worrying too! Seriously I don't feel like planning out a celebration too, I'm actually staying home today and guess what, all my family members kinda surprise thou!

As usual like previous year, I had a gathering with my lovely ji mui, this time we are not allow to touch down Sin Yee house, she evacuate us because she din pack her room but actually I don't mind a messy room hahahahaha! We know u well ngek ngek!

Thanks to them once again for making this gathering happen, I would say this is the best thing ever happen as always that we keep this one day as a very precious gathering day, and also my birthday surprise from them! This round we had our dinner at pork place at IOI boulevard, super yummy pork and I love it! Yumm yummy :P

And after count down with them, me and bobo actually rush to the new club in town Vertigo to meet up honey Nana!! This is the first thing we did in year 2012----rush for clubbing! Funniest joke ever when bobo drunk! It makes my night! Haha

Then after few hour sleep, we back to Mid Vally and continue for my birthday celebration lunch with honey! Heart all of you for the celebration, muackk muacks! 😘💋

Had family dinner together at Amcorp mall for my favorite Korean food, this is kinda mom-force-to-make-it dinner hahahaha but I'm happy that she at least here, as this is the first dinner I had in year 2012, I just wish she can spare more time for us!

Before 1st Jan 2012 end, I actually went Bangsar Village Plan B for supper as well, meet up with Maria and Jon, thanks for making it too, I'm so pathetic to them hahahahaha!! Appreciate and very happy to have free supper and a very touching movie treat- We bought A zoo !

Speaking too long I guess! Now is time for photo!! ;)

Opppss new year soon

2011-12-29T03:56:00.000-08:00

Don't laugh at me, this is another blog post before 2011, I'm kinda too much rite?

Hahahahaha, am I little too terrified about new year coming? and that much of things need to be expressed out?
I'm not sure seriously, when the blogging mood comes, I can't never stop writing! LOL

Well, for me new year don't really bring any difference, one thing common annual happen is I'm turning one year older, and this is like a fact which I need to celebrate my birthday the 2nd day of new year! Kinda odd day actually, which a day before school holidays end, a day for everyone prepare their mood to kick start new year.

I don't know, its not that I can choose my birthday hahaha! Anyway....welcome new year!

Cheers dolls! :)

Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T01:32:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO here come Christmas 2011, I always know that December is a month full of joy and happiness, well at least until last year! Not to say I'm not happy this year but seriously excitement about Christmas is not there for the very first time. Ohhhhh please don't tell me I'm old enough to not celebrate Christmas, or maybe feeling lonely because of single?! Wtfffff is this?! haha

Kinda running out of idea this year, some friend sick, some friend cannot make it.But thank god , AMK gang finally decide to held a Barbecue gathering this year. Simple but at least we are together type of gathering, and most importantly we are avoiding ourselves from crowd but deep down in mind I WANTED TO PARTY...(nevermind, I still enjoy my Christmas eve anyway).

It was a last min arrangement, and finally Mr.Cheng is taking his call this round, assign people to do this and that, bought 40 chicken wings, watermelon, cooked meehoon, curry chicken and with all these, the Barbecue party started.

All thanks to Mr. Jon for starting up the fire, Mr.Cheng dad for all the BBQ equipment, and Cheng mom's for meehoon and chicken wings marinated.

Exchange pressie seems like a CANNOT-MISSED session in Christmas gathering, this is fun when we are actually skipped one year and finally the culture continues.
This year, I got a water tumbler and lappy bag for Christmas exchange session, oh yeah and a Starbuck cash card after lucky draw in Department Christmas Dinner.

Some ask me what am I doing on Christmas day, well sorry I got no plan or yessss Dinner with family later.!

Hermmm, as usual....this is a single Christmas, I wish everyone Merry Christmas and Santa....you never grant my wish! HAHAHA

New year soon

2011-12-15T08:05:00.000-08:00

Time just fly like a wind and here comes the last month of the year 2011- DECEMBER
Ask me how do I spend my festive month? No idea yet...
I'm still the same old me, working for about 1 year soon, getting older to 24 next month and this is not cool at all!
Guess it's time to list down my resolution...oppsss! I haven't completed my last year resolution :(

Hope I can say goodbye to my 2011 and WELCOME 2012 with an open heart, be happy and move forward!

Soon to sing you Auld Lang Syne 2011!

Love ya people! :)

Be a cool person

2011-12-10T00:42:00.001-08:00

Life is kinda heavy lately, Heavy?! You must be asking...
Well, stress is just all over my shoulder and..... I do believe it brings a little effect on my weight!!!
Seriously I am facing a huge challenge in my working recently, stress about sales figures that I usually don't really give a shit on it, and start wondering why I getting far from what I've been thought of.

This is not a good sign at all, is it the time for me to quit? Well, getting a new job is easy, but as I'm choosy and low security, I need to think twice in choosing what kind of job I'm suppose to go for in the future, I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, mistakes as in chosen an industry that I'm not interested in. Insurance definitely not the first choice for me and I don't even have a single flash in my mind that I will ever step into it, but from a quote I read from :" We may not always end up where we thought we were going, but we will always end up where we were meant to be!" I relief....at least I learned alot from here. Who knows? I might be an agent queen hahahaha

Oh yeah, back to topic after I yada yada about my recent life.

What is this about to be a cool person?! I feel cool when I have a gang of friends with me, do things that we want to do together and full of laughter. Cool can be define as many, but at least I hope I can be cool enough to have the effect in organising something for friends and everybody turns up. This is cool LOL.

and

Just something in my mind this 2 weeks. I'm not sure is it because of getting older, I started to feel so negative about living alone, people keep asking me :" Why are you single?"
" Do you want me to introduce you some decent guys?" " Hey, it's time for you to look for a bf as 2012 is near!!!" (this the most funny one). Thank you my friends, you guys are being so nice to me! I love you all :)

Well to be frank, I'm a little nervous! Just wanna admit what's in my mind okayyyy....stop laughing at me!

I start thinking that all these negative thoughts were created by the environment. Environment? Oh ya, alot of my friends are actually attached, I'm feeling lonely when I cannot hang out with them during weekend, I'm feel a little disappointing when my friends cannot make it for a gathering, but after all.....I wish them happy, that's why I don't blame them for not accompany me. Not only because of relationship, some of them actually started to work on their career which OT and $$$$ is all about in their life. Feeling proud for them too, after all....MONEY IS THE ONLY SPEAKING POWER IN THE WORLD.

and so I started to get used to it when doing all those things I usually did with my lovely friends all by myself e.g Shopping, manicure and pedicure, saloons, eat and etc....kinda sad I know but I can manage it well by myself now EXCEPT don't ask me party alone.....I'll rather die! HAHAHA

Hmmmm I am wondering if I can still be a cool person who can always hang out with friends, back to party life, enjoy my working, always laugh and LOVE MY LIFE! I JUST WANT MY POSITIVE THINKING BACK, I WANT MY REALITY BACK!

BE COOL PEOPLE!

从那些年说起

2011-11-16T07:51:00.001-08:00

《那些年，我们一起追得女孩》，这个名字不陌生，我甚至知道作者是谁！只是一直没有机会翻阅, 可是贴心的九把刀作家竟让摇身一变，成为了导演，省了我翻阅的时间，花了大概两个小时，看到了刀导的青春。

这场电影吸引了很多寻找青春的人，看过的无不觉得感动，我也被柯腾和沉佳宜的遗憾感动了！

可是我回头想想，我的青春勒？

干！找个勃起都没有！

很遗憾的，我的青春没有太多的男生，只有偶尔校外活动才会见到一些异性，或许是我内向的关系啦！找个男生朋友都难！只是补习班男生，校车上的忧郁男，邻校的音乐男等等。。

人家青春期很自卑的。。。。害羞呐~
没有办法咯，谁叫我那么乖，那么听妈妈的话，她说女校我就女校，要是现在的我？！门都没有！！！

唉~！看到别人的青春那么的有怀念价值，我也不禁想念起我的青春。

没有男生的青春期我不要紧，因为最MAN的变成了自己！
没有男生帮我扛重物，我自己来，所以成就了我独立自主，不会嗲男生的个性。

没有男生的青春期，我上体育课时很自在
不需要担心我奔跑的时候，有男生色迷迷的望着我的咪咪！

没有男生的青春期，我还是一样的过！
学校还是会发生一些纯纯的爱，不过却是女女恋，也成了我们最大的八卦！
只是庆幸，我是真的喜欢男生！！哈哈

没有男生的青春期，我有更多的好姐妹陪伴，我们可以玩得很疯狂，完全没有形象可言！
没有男生的青春期，当我每个月姨妈到可以毫不尴尬的说出来！很大声的讨论胸部或罩杯

算了，青春期姐姐我已经回不去了，想想。。。。日子还不是一样过！
柯景腾只是迟一点出现而已！谁说他一定要在那些年出现?我的柯景腾他会在今年或明年出现啦~哈哈哈哈

change

2011-11-07T07:59:00.000-08:00

It's been a while again since my last post, stop writing probably because there's nothing much to update.
Still the same old me, same old me!

Must think of some changes!! Learn something or read something, feel so sad about myself for being such a lazy and aimless person, seriously feel so disappointed because I couldn't even know what the actual thing I like I want I love to do, it's like wasting 23 years of my life being such a aimless person! :(

well, perhaps I shouldn't waste my time surf the net like fb,twitter,plurk and blogging!!!

Mission Accomplished, we're back!

2011-09-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

As what I posted, finally back from 2D1N Malacca trip!
Updated a little bit late because I'm so so so so so so so tired after driving for so long and had a wasted Saturday night!

We get sunburn on Saturday itself and everyone body's turn red and then now tan :( ISssshhhh....I don't wanna get tan! but after all, We did most of our check point such as Nadeja cakes, most delicious chicken rice balls, cendol, Asam laksa, and satay celup.

Yummy yummy :P

But, one thing must share with you guys was about our awesome drinking session night with two bottles of vodka and our woody block games (photo shared below, print screen from Bobo instagram) as I'm too busy playing the game lol.

The most funny drunkerd award goes to Mr.Tan Choon Heok a.k.a Dak dak Dei!!! He was totally out of mind and whole body turn reds, we knew it through his common pulling hair action! LOL too funny and regret I didn't took his photo!

It was a happy funny weekend! :)

Then now, photo sharing session:-

Chicken rice balls

Print screen from BOBO Instagram

Geographer

Asam Laksa + Curry

Bruno Jonathan Ben

Best couple LOL

Our highlight of the night! Woody stick :D

EFFING delicious NADEJA CAKE!! Yummy

Weekend Malacca

2011-09-23T17:32:00.001-07:00

Finally reached the day for a successful organized trip by us! Why do I say so? Ohhhhh.... Probably u guys don't know, but this is a god-know-how-many times postpone trip by us!

Us? Ya... With my lovely AMK classmate! It's been about 1 year since we graduated, and now here comes our gathering trip which planned for so long and finalize our location to Malacca. Just a quick short 2D1N trip and we r ready to go!

Update again til I'm back then!
Have a great weekend ahead people!
xoxo

Love,
San

Manner to learn

2011-09-16T02:56:00.001-07:00

Bobo and I went for a casual shopping today as we are celebrating One Malaysia!!!

Bought myself a casual dress and a flats, but frankly kuchai lama boutique are a little pricy! My pocket gonna burn!! :(

Well, back to my main topic! The reason I put this title is because while we decided to stop shopping and go back home for rest, we found out there's a car blocking behind of us, without putting any name cards, bobo was superb angry and keep horning for about 15min, then we saw the lady coming down from a shop at 1st floor, first time I saw bobo so angry and she keep pressing the horn even she come down! GOOD JOB BOBO lol!
Manner is an important common sense that everyone should have know, I don't mind you blocking but at last leave me a contact number that I can reach u!!!!

WQU 8333 betta learn this!

First mobile trial

2011-09-10T21:07:00.001-07:00

Hello readers!!
Well I guess now I have no more excuses for not updating my blog as I found this awesome apps from ITunes-Blogger which allow me to access my blog and even update(as you reading now) through my cell!! Ohhhhh my IT advancement!

Well I couldn't deny this, I'm very very very addict to my white baby i4 and pretty impress thou, for all the functions and apps that makes life easier.

First thing I like the most?! Photo Editing apps!!!! It's such a convenient apps that allow me to edit all the photo I took, mostly edit the effect and some light contrast....(well, editing make me look nicer Oppss!)

So, do stay tune with my blog because I guess now I would update it whenever I'm free or should I say Anytime, Anywhere!!

Love,
San

Party shoe

2011-08-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

Long holidays waiting for everybody!! Shout out loud people :D

As usual, after resting for so long, the party worms had awake! Here with some pictures we took on Saturday night. I would give a big big clap to Ms.Bobo who totally enjoyed and get high! hahahaaha.....you are so wild!

Oh yes, almost forgot about this! I've been so addicted to photo editing software in mua apple, feeling so glad that I chose Apple as mua fon! Love it Love it <3

So, let's enjoy our holiday and it's year end now people! Year end is a lazy quarter to fight LOL

I read

2011-08-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

Out of sudden, on a sneak out day from work, I went Amcorp Mall to the well known bookstore with attractive low price books selling, look for a book that I always wanted to buy after watching my favorite movie- Something Borrowed.

Seriously I googled and asked the workers in bookstore, but what I get is quite a dissapointed answer where I'm not able to get that book because they are out of stock and won't restock again! Saddddddddddddddd

But then, I turned over and see............Hey! It's Emily Giffin books and then I saw Something Blue which is interrelated with Something Borrowed which turn to be Darcy version fiction and god-knows-why reason, I just took it and paid at counter, start my reading journey.

It's the fifth day now, and I finished the book with knowing the happy ending that Darcy finally found her true love Ethan, Rachel and Dex married! Well....after all I guess girls loves happy ending and sweet romance story.

A good friend of mine said, Reading is a good habit that we should cultivate in this age, MORE THAN AGREE! Thank god that I'm having some changes, at least a little! Start from some romance fiction that I preferred and slowly I believe I will gain some interest in reading! hahaha....

And then after, I bought myself a new book-ONE FIFTH AVENUE! I guess it's more like a Manhattan high social butterflies stories, this time....without motion picture, I'm gonna understand the whole scene myself, little bit nervous but having faith that I can do it! LOL!

to all of you guys, even though I know only few of you, still....appreciate time you spend in my blog, it's boring I know......MUCH APPRECIATE! :D

I found inner of Gathering

2011-08-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

Happy day to everybody! Just had a well pack weekend with a happening gathering Saturday!

Out of nowhere, I received a calls from my long known best friend Ms. Austine Chiang Baooooo, that our seniors (in case you don't know, I was actively involve in school military band when I'm in secondary school time, senior=best couch and friends of mine or even big sisters to share our teenage dreams together), invited us for a gathering at Pyramid.

Seriously it's been a long time that I didn't meet both of them, but as u can see, I'm quite frequently meeting Chui Chin (Joey) and Pet Shee ( Austine) and Kah Wei.

There goes some pictures we took while waiting to be seated at Pasta Zanmai.

Meet Joey everybody, she is about same weight as me during secondary school time but she freaking slimming down ALOT from L size to S size nw...HMMMMMM Jelouseeeeeeee >.<"

Some LOVELY JI MUI PICHA

And meet my lovely french horn senior, SOO HOON who also slimming down alottttttttttttttttttttttt after secondary school, well guess i'm the only one who still maintain this fat figure and still growing.....FATTER! Oppssssss

Looking for a boyfriend or a car or Driver?

2011-08-11T09:22:00.000-07:00

Been single for so long, I deeply truly felt some of my friend started to worry about my future, they're just soooo worried, even worrier than me LOL

They are just way too cute aren't they?

Keep introducing or matching me to some nice guys that they think he best suits me or we might work things out, well...I'm alright about this, just introduce me more kay! lol

So after these funny match making, I'm still single and still alone LOL, but I heard tons of introduction phrase that said to me before, so I got myself a conclusion.

and the conclusion is People do judge background before they be the real match maker, and the common phrase is...HEY, HE IS NOT BAD, HE'S DRIVING A XXXX CAR!

Opppsss, I don't deny, driving a good car really add some credit to the guy but in the real fact, credit to a better future?

Suddenly I question myself, Am I feeling happy if I have a good car boy? wellll......CERTAINLY!

haha, so am I being too materialistic as well? Is it a guy with a good car will treat u better than Lauuuyahhh car?

我会坚强、坚强到让你心疼<转文〉

2011-08-11T09:07:00.000-07:00

人人都说女孩子不要太要强、太独立、太厉害，不然就不会招人喜欢。

可是，我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害，谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手？

靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑。

女孩子，只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品。

家世好的女孩子，会有爸妈为其铺好华丽丽的金砖大道，

相貌好的女孩子，会有男友老公等着为其鞍前马后尽献殷勤，

运气好的女孩子，会有贵人相助使之平步青云，

真是，不幸，我似乎哪个都排不上，

所以，别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情，

别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴，

别再说我笑得太大声，走得太快，讲话太男孩子气。

别再嫌弃我太过理智，太冷血。

因为，我知道，

下雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨，

淋雨之后，不赶快擦干头发，换掉衣服，

就一定会感冒发烧，

生病之后，不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害。

曾经去输液，隔床的女孩一边给老师打电话请假，一边哭，

我当时觉得，这孩子真傻，哭又能怎样？

真是个傻孩子...

可我也曾是个傻孩子...

曾经我会在躲雨的屋檐下看着一个个被接走的人觉得自己像是个弃猫，

曾经我会在饿的胃疼却连水都没得喝的时候很想哭，

曾经我会在拥挤的公车上被人左推右推的时候感到委屈，

曾经我在夜色里默默对自己说“生日快乐”

曾经我在被冤枉却无力辩解时躲在厕所捂着嘴巴大声地压抑着哭。

我不是苦水里泡大的孩子，我只是个不愿意向世俗妥协的女孩。

而在此之前，我会一直努力坚强着，扬起下巴，不哭，不闹，不发脾气。只微笑。

没有女孩子愿意一直坚强，只是我在等一个理由，一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由

上流

2011-07-31T21:06:00.000-07:00

原来长大面对社会是这样的感觉

自己一个人安排生活，又是也样的感觉

听别人说：“钱不是万能的！”

我真心的认同，但是也因为这样的认同才更让我觉得，如果你没有钱，那你就真的什么都不能！

有钱人的孩子就是不一样，这。。。。。可不是我随便说说的哦！

社会上有很多的淑女名媛们，也就是大家所谓的上流社会富二代就是活生生的例子

他们住的好，吃得好，穿的从头到脚都是名牌，贵气逼人！不愁吃穿，身材保养的妙，皮肤好，样子也好的，整天这里飞，那里去的。。。怎么可能不被说闲话呢?

当然，我不能一竹竿打翻整艘船。。。。

还是有很优秀的淑女名媛，还是有自力更生的富二代！
感谢他们的家让他们培养了那么好的才华，那么勇敢的追逐梦想，无后顾之忧。。。。羡慕啊！

哈哈

709 Bersih

2011-07-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

Bersih 2.0 and now only realise this is the second Bersih held in Malaysia, perhaps 4 years back I'm still immature and not even care about politics and future of country but now as a 23 years old girl, I understand what this BERSIH about, fair election is good, we want to have a fair and transparent election, but just never though our government are so old fashion minded or should say reluctant to change mind set until they used out so many polices to stop this peaceful rally, well....again I wonder? WHY WOULD THEY SO AFRAID OF?

Not as our PM said only 6 thousand people joined the rally but I saw 200k people, not only opposite side leader but I see all familiar Malaysian faces, not brave and strong police but I saw police that beaten up civilians without weapon!!

This is so disappointing! Feel so sad when police attack public, I though their job is to protect but they against their power and do something very wrong, this is a great mistakes, and BERSIH 2.0 let us see how our environment changed, this is no longer about fair election, but this is about to CHANGE FOR A BETTER FUTURE!

Another credit to BERSIH 2.0 is, make us see how ONE MALAYSIA succeed, we stand together we stand strong, actually there aren't any racist issues among the public but only the parties and leaders that wanted to use this issues as their winning point, NO MORE FOOLING PLEASE! Hero and heroins that appears in this rally, you guy deserve a big salute!

Thank you for making this, thank you for fighting for a better Malaysia!

Stress giler

2011-07-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhh Nooooooo!!

This is almost the third week I came back from Thailand, though of will having some good lucks after praying the four face Buddha, but been facing alot alot alot alot of problems since I back from there, I know you will bless me, just a matter of time, I will be tough and face all the difficulties myself to prepare myself as a better person!! I WISH

Not because of not following up, but I am so lost until no where to believe!

Well I might be quite a naive person or some say stupid, as I am easily trusting others words, this is good sometimes, because make my life easier without doing much thinking but end up this is actually also a double edged sword.

I trust what people says actually cause me alot of trouble especially in my work life, as in servicing line, I always confront with banker, but this seems not enough for, not only banker but the outsources medical arrangement coordinator, and now even customers! THIS IS SOOOOO TIRING

I'm kinda fed up with all the dealings work I need to do with, I call up A then B then C then call up A again and tell C again, this is fucking tired and waste my time! Sometimes I wonder, why would I need to do so if B and C are well cooperate? A well monitor the situation?

Another sad case was, my helpful admin colleague finally resign and work at competitor company, now left only the yucks and ewwww one, now the bitter day finally come!! T.T

Ohhhhhhh, shit just happen but I know this is life and now here comes week num.3 after back frm Bangkok, please please please......LET ME ENJOY MY WORKING!

I wanna have LIFE

Back from Thailand

2011-07-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

It's been a hyper long while and now I'm back to my blog, miss me do you my readers?

Well, after all the busy stuff I faced, now finally I have some time or should say some writing moods on!

Had an enjoyable crazy shopping runaway with my dearest honey Nana and Bobo to the shopping paradise Bangkok! oppss, not least Winson Lim, nana love one, who help us carries our lovely shopping goods! Many thanks! :)

No doubt, we went crazy when we first arrive, and tell you guys a secret.......this is my first time very ON MY OWN trip!

This is the very first morning we at Bangkok city <3

Chatukchat- full of local young designer

Sales Sales Sales

Oh, also MBK that full of phone covers, this is crazy! Thailand is full of BB and iphone!

3days3nights are totally not enough for us, missed out alot of places and not enough for sight seeing!

WE SHALL SEE YOU AGAIN THAILAND! :)

时间。过

2011-06-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

就是倔强，拉不下脸来！

为什么冬夜渐暖

2011-05-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

当冬夜渐暖

很多事情不是谁说了就算

即使伤心结果还是自己担

多少次失望表示着多少次期盼

事实证明幸福很难

尤其喜欢这四句开头，现实和理想永远存在着差距，拉扯只会徒增结局的难堪，所以我们都选择逃避！

也不明白为什么每一次听着一首歌的时候会有心酸的感觉

Grenade

2011-05-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

Bruno Mars Grenade

My friend once ask me what is this music video all about, well to be frank I don' really like this song when I first heard this song, I wasn't like it as much as I am now, maybe because of not really listening what Bruno Mars trying to tell, but as more and more of my friend recommend me to listen, I'm started to be kinda obsessed in Bruno Mars as well.

For me, I think this video are best describing Bruno Mars failed relationship, when he was trying to give all of his true heart to her favorite girl, the reason why he is pulling a piano? Well, maybe because of all he have is just his talent, his music talent, he is bringing his sincerity, ALL he have to the girl he love the most. Although it's hard, although there are many of people not supporting, he is using his own life to love this girl, but what he get in the end was just a betray, the girl has another guy.

I would give this video a big big credit!! love ya Bruno Mars <3

Royal wedding

2011-05-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

Just last Friday, when William and Kate royal wedding goes on, I was drinking with my colleagues in a bar nearby our office, damnn I missed out the Live show of the royal wedding.

Love spree around when both of them announce their marriage, feeling so grateful when I know that Prince William finally found his Princess Kate and finally life happily ever after together in the castle. Once I though, will I married with a prince that pick me up with white horses, with servant beside him, bring me a nice heels, we live happily after. Awww, this is what little girls dream about don't you think so?

Day after Friday, which is my dizzy Saturday, I watched the replay through NTV7, and well.....Kate is stunning, with her Sarah Burton-Alexander McQueen wedding gown, she looks just so beautiful and well...if Prince William didn't remove his hat, he will still stay handsome in my deep heart, it would be perfect too if he's not mold. hahaha

This is the perfect scene for the whole day, the second kiss is like a bonus to all the royal fans! SWEET ^^

Ask me should we keep the kings, I would definitely say yes for UK but not Malaysia please, 9 kings is little bit toooooo OVER!

New lesson learned today

2011-05-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

After a long weekend, today just seems like another blue day for me, definitely not only me but I believe most of my friend do feel this way especially those who working at the moment, and first day working people.

I though today will be another ordinary day, meeting with the team and then rushing to Klang for branch visitation and etc. Unfortunately, things don't goes as what it should go. Once I finished the chit chat session with Doc which is known by ING CEO, my nightmare started.

Received calls from few bankers which cause me alot of problems, as they are always blah blahh blahhh, and I ya ya ya, I only could delay them until I'm back from lunch, as my colleagues said, well....we couldn't even had a proper lunch.

Well, I always having faith in myself, learned " God only help those people who help themselves", I believe that I can handle all sort of problems, the problems can be deal and settle if I am faithful and because I wanna help myself, but again it just don't go this way.

Not only handle with the bank side but also I need to settle the arrangement side, customer side and admin side to get things done. Right after I get the feedback from EB and need to to call up customers, I called and get blamed....she is not in a good manner though! Well, I answered in a very polite way, at least my team leader agreed, but still feeling after all, this is so awful when that stupid lady put all the blames on me and didn't aware that she is the one at the beginning didn't wanted to cooperate!

Now everything is too late, I won't blame anyone, I need a solution and that's it!

Say me not, I just want to figure things out, NOT TO LET YOU LOOK DOWN!

*btw, I'm feeling sad, real sad real down today, and even couldn't find a companion for a dessert runaway*

PATHETIC

那么你会相信我吗？

2011-05-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

传言是可畏的，就像是传染病一样的肆无忌惮传开来
但是最可怕的是当你发现说你的，传你的是你把他当成朋友的人，那种心痛和心酸的感觉我曾经有过，也刚刚有过

我就是这样的一个人，粗心大意，没头没尾，常常忽略身边的人，不细心，优柔寡断。。。听起来，一点好处也没有！我单纯的以为大家都了解我的个性而且也读的明白我是一个怎样的人，还是你曾经怀疑过，那么白痴的人真的有吗？

其实我也只是好奇，当你对朋友有所不满时，你对他们说了吗？你会直接说出来吗？
虽然暂时我还没有遇见过这事情，但是我发现，原来我们之前所谓的疯狂（约出来谈）却是重友情的表现。

也对，我宁愿你选择相信我，问我，跟我谈，也不希望你在背后说我，挑剔我，传我，让我想一个傻瓜一样，还在其它人面前傻傻的笑

当朋友们对我笑话，而我却不知道的话，那才是最悲哀的时候

Vlog

2011-04-16T12:11:00.000-07:00

Very sudden mood in doing this!! My dolls, have a check on this..damn it FUNNY!!
Just feeling lucky because there are not much readers here, I'm sooooooo yucks!
DROP ME COMMENT AS WELL K~

Live.life

2011-04-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

23 years 3months 10days living

I'm now a working fresh graduate, green, simple, blank!

I need exercise, I need confident, I need $$$$, I need friends, I need family, I need Love, I need care, I need guidance, I need god, I need time, I need phewwwwwwwwww

咦？

2011-04-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

黑咖啡从来都不是我的爱好，但是今天我却一大杯的把黑咖啡征服
开车回家的途中我对自己怀疑了一下，咦？什么时候我会把黑咖啡吞进肚子里啊？
苦瓜从来都不会是我的盘中餐，但是最近我却爱上了苦瓜炒蛋，苦瓜汤
咦？
是我变得那么的无所谓了吗？变得连不喜欢的东西都吞进肚子里，我的天啊！可以为自己认真的思考吗？到底我要的是什么？
还是我。。。。。长大了？
现在的我把以前不喜欢吃的都吃进肚子了，那么的不挑食。。。说真的，我也不知道这是好事还是坏事！

新的。自己

2011-04-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

我自艾自怨，讨厌现在的生活，厌倦为了金钱而烦恼的时候，回头想想我好像不曾为自己努力些什么，那又有什么资格去批评生活?

新的生活，我给自己的期许，新的生活态度，我给自己设立的！

加油！

Countless

2011-03-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

This is the countless time, when she hide herself from us to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when she lock herself in her room to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when he ask her who was that and she didn't reply

This is the countless night, she need to wait for the phone call before she sleep

This is the countless night, she is not having dinner with us at home

This is the countless night, when she didn't sit in the living room, watch TV with us

and this is the countless time I wrote about her

this is also the countless time I feeling more and more disappointed towards what she trying to hide

This is the countless night, this is the countless time I cried

Someday

2011-03-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

"Someday is just like a day that will never come", it's from Tom Cruise quote in Knight and Day movie

Someday I suppose, I will one shot pay off my study loan

Someday I suppose, I can left all problems far behind me

Someday I suppose, I can find a job which I really wanted

Someday I suppose, I can own my own business

Someday I suppose, I found someone who love me and I love him too

Someday I suppose, the world become a peaceful place, no more wars and no more nature disaster

Someday I suppose, no more money matter confusing my life

Someday I suppose, I will become a slim hot girl

Someday, I will find my own direction

Someday.....

This word someday seems too far for me

what have you learned?

2011-03-15T07:17:00.001-07:00

People asked me, what had you learned so far?
I:"............. Dont know?"

Is it because of I didn't pay attention in classes?or I didn't want to think?
No jokes, I do feel myself like a foolish, do not wanted to use my brain to think, always impress by peoples answer who are so in depth and so rounded

ask me what I'd learn?learn to think, learn to be a more in depth person rather than act like a foolish stupid girl who always forget about this and that, lost this and that, missed this and that and finally lost until don't know what are these and thats!

My legs

2011-03-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

I don't have slim long legs, but still feeling thankful for given a chance to have legs and able to walk around, go places I wanted by my own, I walked from home to my primary school, I walked from Secondary school to home, I walked from LRT station to College, I walked around Sheffield town to explore the real face, I walked around countries in Europe, I wore pairs of not comfort heels to pretend like a lady, I run when I'm escaping, I jump when I'm happy, I knee down when I'm feeling sorry, fall down when I didn't walk with my eyes open, feeling relax every time I wearing Birkenstock. I'm happy to have you, please do not grow fatter is my only wish! lol

Love your legs, because they walk with you in your life!

I'm Fanallleeehhhh a Bachelor

2011-03-06T07:39:00.001-08:00

Great day just happened and it flies in hurry! It is my graduation day from SHU, finally receive my certificates and I just wanna shout to my grandparents:" Ah Gong Ah Ma, Wa bik yap liao!" (hokkien)

Once remember, my cousin sister told me, she hope I can be a graduate that proud my grandparents, although I dare not say I am the one who can proud them, but hopefully I do make them shine a little. :D

It was a busy day as I am a little tension about this CONVOCATION word, for people who don't know about my previous experience, I am actually forgot to bring my graduation gown during my diploma convo, yes...u didn't see it wrongly, I FORGOT TO BRING MY GRADUATION GOWN and don't need any deep explanation, you know it was a hard day for me, but my dad the F1 driver speed and drift for send me my gown, I'm still touching til now! sob sob

But this time, graduation makes me easier by only bring myself and everything will do, hahahahaha!! I had a best day ever as my family and aunty alllllllllllllll attended, able to saw allllllllllll my friends back!! Recalls all those silly study life and our precious UK life!

The L Kian Leong

Ivy and Jon, they are still looking lovely when together

The Silly jonathan

with Bobbins Andrew

The Lanci face

my family

Bachelor (ehermm**)

Formula 1 Brrrruuuuummmpppp

2011-03-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

Here's a little secret for why I started to love F1 games, all these cheers and shout for the race started because of my teenage dream crush on a boy who totally a F1 fans that love Renault team and well based on you like it, so I like it too feelings, I start loving this race too lol...I know this is stupid but this is my teenage dream dohhhh!!! well, this is a good sports after all and no doubt this actually make me and my dad relationship much more closer, I used to complain to him that F1 is boring but he was sooo happy when I am staying beside him watching the game together. Our favorite team? Mclaren Mercedes always the choice!!!

People say that F1 is a luxury games that only played by rich people, hahahhaa no doubt it is, but actually I am quite impress by all the philosophy that each of the car team hold, they love their brand, by creating the best engine and best racing car to win the game, the togetherness and co-operation that they applied during the games are always make me feel WOW!!! Best part I like the most?? teehee, it's when they changed their tyre and refill petrol!!!!! New F1 stars such as Hamilton do impress me when he first join the race, and Tahhhh Dahhhhh

I had a photograph with him when I was at London!! It's fake I know, but still exciting! hahahahaaha

Unfortunaltely, I was feeling sad when first heard about Hamilton news when he was in Melbourne for Australia Grand Prix, and he was slapped with a driving charge after allegedly spinning his wheels, he was apologized for the "over-exuberant" driving outside Melbourne's Albert Park track after a practice for the grand prix. So people, DO DRIVE SAFE AND DON'T ACT SILLY!!

Johnnie Walker is a brand of Scotch whisky owned by Diageo and originated in Kilmarnock, Ayrshire, Scotland, feel so regret for not able to visit their factory when I was at Scotland!! :(

Believe it or not, when I first heard this name, I though there is a Johnnie walking along the streets until I am 18, I finally realise it is a Whisky! LOL

Hope I get the chance to involve in the event that organised by Johnnie Walker for me to have a well experience in this awesome and well-know brand of Whiskey and mean while hopefully able to get myself de-stressed from my stressful workload!! woohoo~

Feeling weird why this two things can really related huh? hmmm, well this is because Johnnie Walker is involved in Formula One this stylish and sophisticated sports, it's a perfect combination to me whereby it brings out a totally new faces for the race, as Johnnie walker

has partnered with VMM, both able to emphasis on a more competitive value where they are sharing the values of innovation, winning and leadership

People, Johnnie Walker now are holding a cool and inspirational campaign with the Black Circuit Lounge that allow us to experience the lifestyle of Formula One, still blur with the game and wondering why they are racing for

the same route?Come on, please do come for the event!!! You can get more information from

www.blackcircuit.com.my/facebook

Last but not least, people please please

“NEVER DRINK AND DRIVE.”

Hamilton, I copied that!!

Why no one view my blog ha?!

2011-02-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

Just wondering how to boost up the readers of my blog!

This is my 301 blog post

2011-02-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

I dont really remember how long I had been using this space as my blog, but guarantee blogspot accompany me from my college life til I graduated from University and start working as a society freshie new bees!

It's been a while I start working, finally get myself something to do but still in a total blur case because havent really memories all those must do thing, well...insurance policy is really a boring subject to study!

Tonight is the last day of CNY, Chap Goh Meih is the chinese valentine, throw mandarine orange is no longer my must do in this day, lol!! perhaps because no matter how many I throwed, I just can't get myself a good man!! howwww negative thinking is this?!

oh yeah, just scared by a BSE from USJ branch today, I know and I understand to be a good salesperson, being aggressive is a positive action but please I am your sales management exec, using your selling skill and apply on me is not working!!! I will not buy from you!! PLEASE NOTE THAT~ HERRGG

Happy Bunny Year

2011-02-05T21:07:00.000-08:00

It's 2011 yo people, Chinese New Year finallehhh reach too, same as usual but a lil bit different this time, because this year I drove back to my hometown! yessssss, I am quite proud of it *clap clap*

oh yeah, there are little more different this year, I gave two ang pau this year, for my parents, since I am working adult now *ehermm*, gonna show some maturity, just putting some money inside an ang pau packet and gave it to them during chor 1, but the results is.....they seem don't really feel touching, zzzzzzzz!!

Well, another different is I am the one who pay for the reunion supper, this is a common activity that cousins brada sista and us will have every year before we pray, and we usually will appoint poeple who just working, just have the ability to earn pay for the meal, hahahahaha and this year goes to me, I just hope this can be a good culture and keep going even I am Olddddddddd haha!

Happy Bunny Year everyone!!! gong xi gong xi o!!!

May this year bring all of us good luck, fortune and prosperity!

yoke san, with love

To whom you willing to help and send a present

2011-01-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

Think of one question when I was driving back home today, Have you ever received any help, or expensive gift before?

Well, to be frank, I do not have any very super expensive material present before, ou..suddenly i re-remember, I received a camera, laptop, and phone as present before. All these are from my beloved family member, but I am still quite curious about people who received expensive present from opposite gende, what is the reason WHY they can receive soooooooo expensive present such as car, branded bags, and etc!! Is it because of beauty appearance they are likely have? Well, I do have receive help from people but as to be frank mostly I need to depend on myself, quite jelouse about people who can have a people who willing to drive them anywhere instead of driving myself :(

Just so suddenly again, I saw a status updated by my lovely babe Mindy :

Researchers found that physically attractive ppl enjoy more benefits than the less beautiful basically bcoz beautiful looking ppl r better liked & r believed to possess more desirable personalities. So does that mean all the ordinary looking ppl have to go for plastic surgery?

hahahaha, this is perfectly accomodate what I wanted to share in this post, pretty girls are such a lucky animal living in this earth, they can have more benefits no matter where they are, people help them willingly and happily, but as for me, no pretty face, no ssexy hot slim body, no intelligent thinking, that's why I dont receive any and everything need to depend on my own, people wouldn't like to talk with when they first met you, reluctant to share, because people judge through outlook, so do I, therefore I couldn't blame people.

haaaaaa....so what is the conclusion in this?

Pretty people will have higher percentage in receive expensive gift that less pretty girl do!

He just not that into you

2011-01-25T04:56:00.000-08:00

This is another I like movie- HE JUST NOT SO INTO YOU, found this movie so suddenly in my best kill time mate PPS, when I first read the chinese title 他其实没有那么喜欢你, it just some ordinary love story that running through my head!! I just wanna see what this movie really about, any little related with my real life experience hahahaha, but I'd share it during our pillow talked session with my ji mui! wheeeee~

Think of get the book and read the whole story, o gosh another title added into my must buy booklist!

try this movie and You will love it !! :D

So trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit,
He genuinely doesn't give a shit. No exceptions.

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE TAGLINE! :)

Movie I like

2011-01-20T06:57:00.000-08:00

Love in a Puff- 志明与春娇

I had repeated this movie about 3 to 4 times, I just love to replay it over again, it gaves me alot to think. This is so real life movie, I feel so comfortable with the shooting style of the director, their dialog and things they mention in movie is just what we face in real life, I can feel the sincere from this movie that it is not purposely shoot fom money, but also because the director want us to feel something.

Jimmy ( Shawn Yue ) is a mild mannered, sneaky and smooth advertising executive in his twenties. While smoking in an alley packed with booming loudmouth co-workers and sharing explicit gossip and horror stories, he befriends a misfit cosmetics salesgirl Cherie ( Miriam Yeung ) who also likes to light up. And awkward romance soon blossoms amidst the anxiety of their nicotine rush. As they become more attracted to each other they also find themselves moving farther away from their regular "hot pot pack" into their own private alley, where their conversations suggest more emotional depths, covering the collision of reality and delightfully trivial matters of the bizarre people around them. (copied from net)*

Give this movie a chance, play it and feel it! you will fall for this two person too, I am waiting for the coming episod 春娇与志明

Capricorn girl define

2011-01-09T09:04:00.001-08:00

摩羯女

当我写下摩羯两个字，我感到内心复杂。这是个简单到可以用“隐忍”两个字来概括的星座，却又复杂到用长篇来描绘也不能捕捉其最真实的星座。这是个具有极大忍耐力和毅力的星座，当这个星座化身女子，我们看到的那些故事将不再是悲情，而是悲壮。

一般情况下，摩羯座女生的成长轨迹都相当传统，在她们的早年生活里很少出现疯狂的画面。当其他女生开始学会幻想爱情的时候，她们却更早得学会了观察世界，以她们独特的方式。这让他们变得理智而安静。这让她们更容易了解爱情的真实，在其他女生还在犯傻的时候，她们就已经看破了爱情背后的那层虚伪。所以她们内心深处对于爱情都是抱有一定的怀疑态度的。可是，爱情就像这世界上任何一种东西，一旦失去对他的美好幻想，将失去积极的态度。这也就是为什么摩羯女子身上总能看到近乎冷漠的特征。她们实在是太懂得观察生活了。

很多人错误地认为，摩羯固步自封的姿态，对异性近乎冷漠的排斥感来自于对爱情伤害的恐惧。其实没有人知道，一旦投入爱情的摩羯女子，却坚强过任何星座。她会坚信自己的选择，坚守自己的选择，但凡还有一线希望就不会放弃。原来坚强的外表下，摩羯女子有着同样坚强的心。但是，如果你错以为坚强就可以肆无忌惮的话，当摩羯女生再次披上冷漠的面纱头也不回的离去时，你就会深刻的懂得什么叫做后悔。因为那意味着你可能再也无法遇到如此专情的女子。

就像开始的时候说的那样，摩羯女子总是有着过早洞悉爱情真谛的本领，可是，偏偏在爱上一个人的时候固执地认为自己的付出和投入就会给自己一个完美的爱情。所以，她们虽表现得不明显却爱的狂热，受伤时虽缺乏泪水却在每个夜晚饱受心痛的煎熬。

摩羯座女子的关键字-----隐忍，忠贞

总体来说，这是个极具个性的星座女。她们的个性虽不长扬，却能让你一眼识别。那种冷静，睿智，是其他星座女所没有的。但是你很快会发现，她们不象其他女生那样喜欢控诉自己的情感生活，她们更多的是拒绝深入探讨自己的情感观念。而更为重要的是，如果你足够细心，你会发现他们的这种不表达的意愿表现在她们几乎所有时期，即便是与你相恋。但是你不能单纯的认为她们这是在保护自己，我只能说这是个极度要强的星座，她们不愿让人看到自己苦恼的东西，不愿让人看到自己软弱的一面。而且，其实她们更愿意自己去决定一切，而不是别人的曲解下的建议。

不过，这显然给追求摩羯女的男人们带来了困惑，不细心的男人们除了看到从来都很坚强的摩羯女子，却不知道怎么获得芳心。但是这不代表她们不会给你暗示，不会给你机会，这个需要你认真观察并且把握机会。她们对人有着冷静地评判，不要因为那些对你的负面评价而灰心丧气，知道你的不足，不代表不能接受。同时，请充分理解隐忍的含义，这也包含了她们可能看起来静如止水，但是内心可能已经波澜万丈。她们可能已经私下开始关注你，尽管你可能并不知道。

另一个必须注意的特点就是如果你获得了摩羯女的芳心。她们将为你付出最纯真的爱。无需质疑的是12星座中可以当得此评价的只有摩羯女。她们对于爱情，绝对是无怨无悔的奉献者。她们不会若即若离，不会水性杨花，她们只懂得爱你就要奉献赤诚。她们怀疑和鄙视世间那些以爱情之名行龃龉之举的行为，并最终用自己的心捍卫了爱情本身应有的尊严。在这一点上，你爱的摩羯应是一个值得你尊重的女人。

我给与追求摩羯女生男人们的建议

1 你很痛苦么？也许吧，但是你想要真正的爱情么？那你还有什么可以抱怨的？

2 不要被冷漠吓倒，不要因批评而恼怒，你需要更多细心，更多勇气。当你表现出你最好的一面，摩羯女定会让你知道如何去开始你们的爱情。

3 你在为不知道摩羯女友的心思而苦恼么？去跟她谈谈吧，用你最认真最体贴的姿态，不要觉得这不够男人。你会发现，摩羯女生一旦开始畅谈，会比其他星座女更加坦诚。

4 你和摩羯女生分手了，她看起来没有伤心？你错了，可能她依然爱你，只是不想让你知道，不想让你看到她们曾愚蠢的认为你就是真爱。

她们不懂得诱惑你，也不懂得怎么向你靠近，好让你知道她也喜欢你。但是她们懂得爱一个人就是只爱一个人，她们不懂得用委曲求全来换取你背叛的心，却懂得忍住眼眶里的泪水，微笑跟你说再见，然后转身走进黑夜的下一个路口，心中默念“我会永远记得你，因为我真的爱过”。

My Birthday

2011-01-03T07:18:00.001-08:00

This is my 23 years old birthday, plenty suprises suprised by my lovely friends
Total 4 cakes blowed, and 12 wishes made...!
hahahaha, by the way, Happy 2011 people <3

First, I count down and welcome my 2011 with my lovely Ji mui at Kasawari Heights, no more crowded and packed sardins count down at club since I had a bad experience on it during 2010, this time we make it as a simple steamboat at Sin yee house, it was a great one, happy and full with laughes,we watched the NYE concert count down on TVBS Taipei, listen some nice songs while waiting fireworks, and we ready for fireworks at the roadside of Kasawari heights, we are actually doing our count down with different family staying nearby, simple and simple, the highlight part during fireworks session goes to we scream out loud when neighbours just put the fireworks without alert peoples around, arrrrghhhhhh***

Thank's bobo, penny, sin yee, jia yee, huey ying, yu wen for gave me suprise after we back from count down, they are the best actress ever, I'm totally no idea about the cake and I appreciate alot for this!! Every year we do the same, gather during the first day of year, and every year I enjoyed, I really hope you girls do~

the most highlight was...we had our pillow talk again, talk and gossip and laugh and sleep, all these are most preciouse moment I had with u girls, I love this!!!

Then, thank's alot for another cake from Weena tooo :),they were trying to cover that delicious cake so hard and suprised me as well, thank you my cutie darling!!! nice to meet you all during my birthday~ :D

While for my family, papa pay me a secret receipy cheesecake, thank youuuuuu!! <3>

My birthday continue with another 3 slice cake from Rain too, Maria and Rain is mua best mate for Shisha~ thank's alot for the suprise cakes too, they cover the cakes well...lol!!! so good that they travel from Klang and look for me!! :D This is a brand new year 2011, I'll step into the society university soon, I must hold this chance, keep myself learning and earn $$$$$!!!! I can do it~ trust me~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011, AND WE WILL HAVE A BETTER FUTURE !!!

Malacca with family

2010-12-30T01:11:00.000-08:00

计划赶不上变化，this is so true!!
This was a sudden suggestion by me :"Dad, we go Malacca tomorrow bahh!"

since this is a far long old planning we decide to have, well i would say perhaps before I went UK, and finally we make it on the last Monday of year 2010- 27th December 2010

on the way**- they say we look alike, do we?[i know i'm fatter] =.="

Me

with dad and brother

This is the must have chicken rice ball, but this is totally yucks, hmmm...

I know I walk soooooooooooo nt lady! sighh~

Me and my Brada, he is with MU jersey, I should grab this back!! haha

Baba Chendol from Jonker88, our ice kacang taste better LO!!

So tired and sweat like a G6!!

We JUMP tooo!! ^^

Set us freeeeeee please XD!!! Love this

on the way back!! TIRED SHIT

Christmas

2010-12-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

Time flies and this the last two weeks everybody left in 2010

thinking what's happen during this awesome year

Oh yea, the perfect thing is I went UK and toured Europe!!
then, I'm officially graduated
then.......

oppps, no more!!! But this a good year for me, there are alot of small things happen everyday and I appreciate all, this is life and I love life...always do!!

Do not feel I dont appreciate everyone of you, I remember how my lovely ji mui company me for my day, my sweet honey babe, my brada brada and sista sista!!and my family~

May all of you enjoy this last two weeks in 2010...!!

Ce' la vie~

7aste

2010-12-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

Invited by my friend Elynna through facebook network, at first never though of attend but since it's a boring friday night, WHy not??
So, me and Maria both registered and attended this fantastic event on last friday night 17th December 2010.

This time, 7aste is a theme @New York, so glamourous but it was quite boring when we first reach, nobody we both know, no chairs to sit, lonely !!! Maria ate 5 little burger while we are standing at the bar, lots of finger food served,and btw finger food are all awesome delicious!!! slurp slurrrp**

But then, luckily My friend and his gang were there too :D , and then things turns not bad after joining them, the night continue with the cocktails and beers and last but not least, FOOD!!

Lastly, Maria drunkerd go crazy!!

Anthony Neely

2010-12-19T09:41:00.000-08:00

Anthony Neely (倪安東) is a Taiwanese-American singer, appear through the taiwan famouse show :" one million stars", and become the highest mark PK contestence ever!!

Lately just can't stop playing his new album- Lesson One

There is another song that I keep playing- 第一课

I'm still a loser

2010-12-07T10:18:00.000-08:00

There are no any winner and loser in this game, I properly understand
I hate myself when I fall for few easy words, but there won't be anything wrong for hoping something you want
I want it badly and that will be the reason why I am a loser
still a loser and I am still a loser

you win the game you are the person who rule

原来还是咸鱼

2010-12-03T21:10:00.000-08:00

今天又去了面试，是一个广告公司

前所未有的，我从来没有想过自己会有机会到广告公司上班

老板问我：“Do you have passion in this industry? ”

说真的，这是第一次我接触这类型的公司，我写上了我想要的月薪，他说：你还蛮会花钱的嘛！！

一往如常，我说了我的情况，还钱是我首要的

到底我要的是什么？钱吗？还是为完全没有经验的我学习一下这个社会工作经验？

广告是很有趣的，我完全没有这种经验，所以真的害怕

我的弟弟刚刚问了我，你的梦想是什么？

我想了很久，跟他说：“我好像没有耶，。。。。。。！”

他听了，说：“哈？将你可以去死了”，我没有怪他，因为我也觉得我就像是一条咸鱼，多年前我已经发表过咸鱼，只是原来现在我还是找不到目标，还是那么的咸鱼！！

我只能说，我。。。。还在原地踏步，永远不会进步的我！！
要改变了，学习第一课

倪安东-第一课

我是流浪者没有人认得飘洋过海开始了旅程
跳跃的时鐘摺叠过的梦这一次发誓不当观眾

够不够快乐该对谁坦诚

证明自己活著前进是第一课义无反顾一秒都不耽搁
练习变成大人孤单是第一课适应每个没有你的场合

失眠的凌晨还有谁醒著善意回应我所有疑问
记忆多沉重我一概承受绝不闪躲渴望能自由

够不够独特该对谁负责

扮演新的角色放弃是第一课勇敢转身请别说捨不得
爱就爱到深刻瞭解是第一课这点心声你是否听见了

流浪者的第一课学会放下所有的我们之间的回忆直到自己醒著
我努力的去装做不在乎我还不捨这是我的孤独自由我全都负责

Now I’m not afraid to face mistakes I’ve made.
Take a class on follow through learning to make my dreams come true.
Never knew had to go through this just to forget you.
But I’m better off now, no regrets and thank you.

爱就爱到深刻瞭解是第一课
这点心声你是否听见了

悸动

2010-11-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

时间真的是很好的良药，它能够让我淡忘
但是，当我翻开回忆。。。。才发现那悸动还是在我的心里

名字

2010-11-27T09:28:00.000-08:00

名字是父母取的，我会继续用下去，这句话我好像对自己说过
我是陈玉珊

但是或许过了今天，我就是陈玉姗，是姗姗来迟的那个姗

哈哈，一切要归咎于今天的书香书展，原本打算买蔡康永的书来加强自己的气质，但是却花了时间在测名字，我们三个人坐下了就没有办法停止，名字真的会影响我们的未来吗？。。。。

生活

2010-11-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

为了让生活还一点，我去借了一些钱
为了让生活好一点，我读了国外大学
为了让生活还一点，我找工作的时候会要求多一点钱

别人说，生活就是这样，生活需要钱，需要知识，但是。。。。我觉得在我想要知识前，我必须要有钱，现在的社会没有钱似乎买不到知识，可以。。。但是有一点难~

生活的压力压得我喘不过气来，这是每个人必须经过的框框，这是不变的定律
我讨厌这样的定律，我更生气无法改变定律得自己！

命运的枷锁会让人迷失，可能社会对 80后说成“草莓族”也是对的

Peekaboo my weeks!

2010-11-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

HELL YES, this is my 4th weeks here in Malaysia, I'm still free and looking for job, YES...to people who have any KANG TAU, please inform me, drop me a PM in my bloggie or what so ever!!! PLeaseeeeee

Well, what I did during these days?I hang out with friends, interview, party with friends, drink with friends, celebrate with friends and eat with my friends, all lovely friend of mine, I'm gonna mold without them in my life

this the sweet girl Jia Yee birthday, happy sweet 18 to her and all the best in your future!! =)

This the first waffer I had when i touch down to Malaysia, Me and NANA finish it, it's a night before Halloween and we are figuring how to go Zouk for party, 4 hours sitting in Winter Warmer, hahahaha...we are awesome!!

And this, from Paddington of pancakes house at The Curve, the new place found by NANA, she always found the best spot for food, delicious pancake ever!! YUM YUM

This the first time I ate Pancake with cheese, it is DELICIOUSE!~~~~ wheeeeee ^^

And this, my new fav dress from f21, cannot tahan d, itchy itchy wanna get this!! muahahahaha

November just started and I am enjoying it, no more wasting and be alert, time for job hunting!! wish me best and happy go lucky!! GOGOGO

together will be invincible

2010-11-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

together with me, we are invincible

Sunny afternoon

2010-11-04T23:28:00.000-07:00

woke up late today as it's Deepavali Holiday
hermm, waste another day don't I?

how I wish I'm at countryside, or any park, something like peace garden， cloudy but not going to rain, windy but comfortable and silent, a white bicyle with a brown basket in front, there's some flower inside perhaps Lavendar?!, small clean river beside me, I'm sitting there with my hat on, a book with me everything so fine so peace so relax!!

想去就去吗？那么的简单吗？

人生有一些事情是可以挽回，而有些事情是不可能挽回的，时间就像是不可以挽回的，一直在走着，我的青春岁月已经不复返了，我想要把握那剩下的，觉得我光说不练吧？？
原来不想长大的原因是因为，长大了的我感觉变得爱逃避了，不像以前。。。。

Hunting

2010-11-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

About three weeks right?seems I'd touched down to Malaysia for such a long time, no more jet lag excuses, no more holiday mood and all I left is job hunting mood, or I should say I've turned my hunting mode ON!!

Being a fresh graduate student in Marketing, or I should say Business Marketing, I don't sees any specific industry that is for ME, unlike accountant unlike Quantity Survey, I can choose to enter all kind of industry and yet I might feel lost in choosing which industry I really want.
Hmm, wondering is it so important to choose an industry first before? Hell yess, I'm not intersted in doing building construction company, not so boyish industry for me please!!!

As a blank paper, I don't mind work more to learn, thinking and hunting is what I am now!

but after all, I'm not a good hunter! =S

Dreaming

2010-10-22T01:49:00.000-07:00

Recalled back the moment when I was at Spain, the realxing trip we called it. Talked to people that inspired me, or I should say people who makes me feel jealouse on! LOL
Well, the first people I met at Barcelona, an uncle around 60+ years old, he's on a bike now, wondering which country he is now, a retired old man who riding a bike for about three months time, travel to sooooo many country, he likes coffee and wine so much as he can travel to the place just for a delightful wine. I'm pretty impress on his passion on life, he enjoy his journey because :" I'm free to go everywhere, I have my own bike, all my luaggage there, the bike carried for me!".

The second person, a 180++ cm guy from Poland, age around 28-25, tall and hairless, he manage his business himself, freeman and travel around, kinda shame when he asked me Do I know where Poland is and I said NO...BOooo~~ But, as he said :" I'm alone and one person only, I can go everywhere I want, I might stay at Barcelona for one year, it's depend because I can go, just go to other places if I dont like here, I will go Africa on chirstmas, I like there..!"

Both of them makes me think of my future, how my future would be?ouuhh, its seems will happen like a mold, work and work and work and work, then old, then die....!
Can i ever live like them?? they are living lifestyle, not just life!

well, I only dare to dream when I able to, faced the reality....I need to pay back my loan, I need to survive, $$$ aint drop from the sky

WAKE UP

turning point

2010-10-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

Guess this the fifth night I stil awake during middle of the night, jet lag is just an excuse for me to sleep late, as I need to upload the tons of pictures after my five weeks europe trip dreams!

Wondering how would it be for the future, I'm a person who don't really like changes at the beginning of time, kinda person who afraid of change and alone but as time goes by, yours truly become a person who need to accpet the reality, the fact of reality does burden me and change me!!

Feel to write a letter for myself, a letter to a 25 years old me?!!

asking myself how my life goes on?what I will look like?found someone who willing to hold my hand? found a decent job?enjoy my life?hows the progress of paying back loan?

OMFG, I'm 22 now, such a far away age for me,never though of, but now I am here, 22 years old, fresh graduate and came back from England.

Oh yea, NEver ever though of I will study abroad, to a country that thousand miles away.

I'm in my turning point now, feeling lost and lost...

I'm back, back to reality!!

2010-10-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

I've though of updating my bloggie when i reaced Dubai but failed to do so since the connection there is damn unsecure!!! *just trying to act protective to my blog* muahahaha

It's been 5 weeks I'm on travelling, little bit too over huh??NAhhhh....I dont think so~
Yeah, perhaps people sees me as travelling more than studying!!!
well, I'm glad....glad to have this opportunity travel around places I had dreamed about such as Venice, Paris, Italy- Rome and Ventican city!!! SUCH A ROMANTIC PLACE BUT WITHOUT A LOVELY PARTNERRRR!! lol

Seems too short for me, away from home
thanks to my dad, fetched me back from KLIA but also the cruelest thing was telling me about things i most not wanted to know!!!

but MOM!!!!She seems dont even care about my return, what she cared??her sourvenior, her friends sourvenior!! OMFG...it hurts me~
*Please then, do not judge me on how i spend my money, because i know i will return it by my own!!!!*

我离开你，是我最想留在那里的原因！！！

there goes my university life

2010-09-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

finally end, my last exam, my last paper and here come the last moment
I'm alone in my lovely room from Opal One G-7-B
I wanna write it down so badly because i'm afraid i'll leave out this when i recall
Walk around Sheffield, I feel the wind, feel the sunshine, feel the friendliness, feel the home sweet home at Sheffield

I'm suprise, suprise that I dont feel Sad when i leave Malaysia, I more suprise, More MOre suprise that I cried for leaving Sheffield.
this three months of top up programme makes me feel so hard to say goodbye
My unit, my dear housemate, my friends, my classmate, my kebab, my sainsbury, my poundland, my 99p, my castle market

all these are my preciouse memory here!!
I LOve SHeffield!

and now,

Finally I'm not a student

Finally I'm graduate~

There comes a new chapter of my life , i know i need to work hard to pay off my debts, but before i start, let me enjoy my graduation trip

My graduation trip- EUROPE TRIP

*wait me back for update Mucksss!*

I think I'll get lost 1 month, miss me yea !

Hey, I'm running out of time!

2010-08-31T16:47:00.000-07:00

OMG, this is urgent calling~

Next week is the final exam, and I'm totally still blank~ O GOSHHHH~!!!!

Help me...God Bless me please!!

I need to start for my most final FINAL EXAM!!!!

*bless*

麻烦你，守时

2010-08-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

我自问不是很守时
只是我才发现
这世界上就是有那么一些人
可以不守时，却又那么厚脸皮的！
偏偏你就是可以那么的优哉又哉？！

拜托你，你已经惹毛我了！！！！
不要怪我对你不客气 ~

尾声

2010-08-26T09:43:00.000-07:00

最后一次的presentation 在今天的欢笑声中结束了

突然间觉得好不舍得，不舍得你，你们，他，他们。。。

这三个月的回忆，太多了。。。多得我有点装不下了

今天会大学拿信的时候，安德鲁给我们添了一张询问卷
What is the top three memories you have during your studies in Sheffield?
我的答案应该有很多，只是。。。。太多了，回忆很难

我记得第一次坐飞机的感觉
我记得第一天来达的时候，那牛肉汉堡的滋味
我记得人潮汹涌，第一天到大学报到的感觉
我记得半夜夜游sheffield的冷
我记得煮晚餐时的鸡手鸭脚
我记得第一天上课的情景
我记得看到室友，不知所措的表情
我记得在草地上躺着看书的感觉

明明才刚发生的事情
明明全体Marketing刚刚变得比较熟
明明上个月才抵达的感觉
明明窗外的风景还是跟第一天到达的时候一样

为什么却是我们快要离开的时候？
分道扬镳，毕业的感觉真的不好受

四年了，我们相处有四年了
大家见面说笑又那么久了

原来我们都在彼此的成长岁月里走过
是你们陪伴着我转大人的岁月
是你们给我无聊但又好笑的玩笑

不要，很希望离别的日子不要来
让我们停留在这里，这个地方，这个时刻

久久。。。。

这个班是我们到这里后才编排的，也是很喜欢跟他们一起上课的感觉
有你们真好！！

As sweet as an Red Apple

2010-08-23T04:18:00.000-07:00

Herrrmmm, finally bought myself an iphone!!kinda weird feeling after I paid O2, hahahaha

My dad and moms expression is all flowing in my mind, just wondering how and what would they react once they saw i bought this Apple, an apple that dont keep me aways from doctor even i played with it everyday! LOL

awww, and it reminds me how I react when my apple dont wake up after my jailbreak, hahaha its such a nightmare to me! C'mon I dont dare to do it any more~

Anyway A big thank you to my housemate Vinn helps me alot and teach me how to deal with it! kekeke

anyway, peeps!!!!!! Any nice application that u might introduce me?come come come

I love Red Apple, Should get an ipad tooo??NAhhhhh,woohooo~

Chatswoth house and garden

2010-08-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

20/8/2010 (friday)

Join Xiao Yu and her gang to Chatsworth, a place where Duke and Duchess stay, such a pretty place with the maze in the garden, different area with different arts statius and many more!!!

Love the feeling staying at Chatsworth, the duchess clothes, crown, art gallery, all and all and all. Love the way we have fun, thanks for the day! woohooo

enjoy the pichaaa!!! =)

Imagine how would it be during winter time?Its winter sonata mannn!

The slaves and Duch! LOL, cant stop laughing

Groupie PIchaaaa

We hardly listen to others! LOL

Nice path to walk with you! hahaha

Played before enter the maze

I'm lost, I wanna find the way out!! But, nice Maze to trap in!

好想念

2010-08-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

好想念我的姐妹们啊！！！

你们最近好吗？？少了根你们联络，感觉生活也上了些什么

我在想你们啊！！

Finally Scotland!! =)

2010-08-17T13:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late update everyone, late update because I was so sick after back from Scotland, hell yes everyone...! I didnt manage to sleep for 3 nights in a row because of lauuuu saiiii~

but Big thank you to all my friends that send me medicine and evonne who cooked me Meee Suaaa!! =)

yours truely finally have some free time for bloggie!!

I had an awsome Scotland 6D5N trip last two weeks ago, went places such as John O'Groats, Isle of Skye, Glasgow,Edinburgh, Inverness, Dundee, St.Andrew and etc!!

Scotland is all about Man in Tartan skirts, Castle castle ( too many castle), Heggiess (which I dont like it), Cashmire Tartan Scarft, andddddd SCOTTISH WHISKY!!!! =)

time to show you guys some picchaaaaa!!

Hennessy Artistry coming to town!! =)

2010-08-15T15:13:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE IN THE PLACE!! HAVE A LOOK

HENNESSY ARTISTRY, “THE GLOBAL ART OF MIXING” AT MIST CLUB ON

18 SEPT 2010

OH MY MY!!!

feel so glad that this time we can party with Hennessy again :D

and this time Hennessy Artistry, “The Global Art of Mixing” will mark its return to the Kuala Lumpur nightlife with its third KL instalment all set to enthral fans on September 18. Promising a colourful blend of music, delectable Hennessy V.S.O.P long drinks

It will be the most talked about party in town will this time, be storming Mist Club KL.

Hennessy Artistry back to give KL folks a contemporary clubbing platform that is bold, daring and fresh, culminating in the ultimate blend of urban sounds and cultures that come together through electrifying performances that will leave them awestruck and craving for more –

I believe it will be the one unforgettable night.

Party goers can also look forward to savouring some fresh delectable flavours of four Hennessy V.S.O.P’s signature long drinks – Hennessy Apple, Hennessy Ginger, Hennessy Berry and Hennessy Citrus.

While for the important part the MUSICCCCCC!!!!!

Hennessy Artistry party in September promises a never before seen revolutionary clubbing experience through its colourful mish-mash of music artistry and a combination of performers from both local and international acts.

ZE!, a Malaysian electro-pop singer who has made it big in the international stage, having performed across the globe through her performances for Chicks on Speed, Don Rimini, Mickey Moonlight & Afrikan Boy. Currently, she is touring in Europe with world-renowned French DJ / Producer, Joachim Garraud (a producer of stars such as David Guetta, David Bowie, and Kylie Minogue). ZE!’s style has drawn comparisons to Lady Gaga, The Ting Tings, M.I.A. and Santigold. She recently released her latest album, “I Am Glam”.

Next DJ will be the Singaporean extraordinaire, DJ Inquisitive. Besides being a world-class turntablist & battle DJ, he has also rocked clubs and festivals around Asia and Europe, sharing the stage alongside international acts such as Diplo, Steve Aoki, Lady Gaga, The Prodigy, Samantha Ronson, LA Riots and Kaiser Chiefs. A dedicated and extraordinary talent, DJ Inquisitive was also placed fourth at the DMC World DJ Championships (the most prestigious DJ competition in the world). A climatic performance that will have any audience go wild, Inquisitive will be looking to bring the house down with his blend of highly-energetic.

While last but not leasttttttt, we got DJ Nesh~

one of the top DJs the country has ever produced. He has played alongside DJ Fluke and Nick Toth internationally, collaborated with the Teh Tarik Crew and MC Vandal locally, and is currently the resident DJ at Euphoria by Ministry of Sounds. Expect a busy night on the dance floor as DJ Nesh spins tunes that are sure to keep the crowd at Mist pumped-up and moving.

I believe it will be the fun and crazy night for usss!!! =)

Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is where sights, sounds and tastes find the perfect match. The blending of musical experiences provides the core essence, while Hennessy V.S.O.P long drinks provide the evening’s inimitable spirit to complete the distinct ultimate clubbing experience.

A global musical phenomenon, Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ parties also takes place in some of the largest cities around the world which includes New York, Shanghai, Taipei, London, and Los Angeles.

Among some of the big names who have performed at these international parties includes, Ne-Yo, Jay Chou, Fall Out Boy, Wyclef Jean, Leona Lewis, Jacky Cheung, and Sammi Cheng. The parties in

Malaysia

have also been nothing short of impressive. Locally, the event has featured a host of star-studded performers such as Flo-Rida, Fatman Scoop, Shayne Ward, Boys Like Girls, Machi, Lenka, Dominique Tsai, The Ying Yang Twins, and many more.

Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at Mist Club KL, logon to http://www.h-artistry.com.my/. Alternatively, to relive the experience of past H-Artistry events or to receive updates on the upcoming party, visit the official Facebook fan page: www.h-artistry.com.my/facebook or follow H-Artistry on Twitter: www.h-artistry.com.my/twitter. The party is strictly opened to non-Muslim guests aged 21 years and above only. ID verifications will be carried out at the door.

Cheshire outlet shopping

2010-08-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

Saturday is the day where we plan to have some fun

O yeahh, forget to inform that I'm goin Scotland this coming week, plan to do some shopping these few days to get myself a boots and jacket

and there we go Cheshire, the designer outlet that located nearby Liverpool, according to them...Cheap Cheap Cheap, but unfortunately i just grab myself two things there sigh!

herrmm, but there' some photo we took, enjoy anyway~

before depart, opal one

ivy, sweet girl

little rain

they bought alot, but not me....=(

holding dak dei plastic bagsssssssssssss herrgg

our lunch

from primark

from Levis 5 pound onlyyyy

from Primark and Next clearence, which should i keep?

I think I'll keep both

I feel bad, I'm a bad one

2010-08-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

Oh noooo..........How come i would react like this?
It's toooooo over! I'm freak.......freak out of everyting
It's a mistakes

a BIG BIG MISTAKES

feel so bad now, sometimes i just so dont deserve good thing, all because of me....!

I'm Guilty

I'm sorry!

It's dateline and i'm not afraid

2010-07-27T08:15:00.001-07:00

awwwwwww, my oh my

there comes the most happening weekend in Sheffield each summer, and let's welcome TRAMLINE

this the totally a freak out event for students fromm opal one and victoria hall, guess what...concerts just happen outside out hostel, incredible huh? heall yeah~ BUT THINK DEEPER, i have an assignment that going to pass up during tuesday and my progress is zero, totally no motivation to complete

oppsss, not to forget, my dearky ji mui comes to town tooo!! i bet she definately enjoy the weekend in Sheffield as ther are fairs and concert held around like a Tramline, LOL

so, planned to bring her go Botanical Garden as there is nt much place to chill at Sheffield

hermm, guess pictures says more than word, enjoy!! =)

the tramlines broucher

at Botanical Garden

my new spec- Fossil

I love the Crowd

Maria with Fancy Hat

choose choose buy buy

outfit of the day! =)

after Botanical, we went to have our dinner at Vietnam restaurant at London Road, YUM YUM dohhhhh......wish to go again!! :D

thank's Maria for whole day company and Xiao yu for joining us dinner, Love my penny and wish her enjoy her trip at Sheffield.

Thank GOd i can done my assingment on TIME !!! :D

I love Sheffield, more and more!

2010-07-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

I love Sheffield
the weather
the people
the british slang
and more........

I love Sheffield
enjoy every night walk i had
enjoy every drinking session
enjoy the rainy day
enjoy the windy day
but not really for the sunny day

I love Sheffield
appreciate all the grass and flower that i can't found in Malaysia
appreciate the nice air i can breath
appreciate the moment i walk to university

I'm falling in love with this place, too fast i know and it's getting more and more

=)

opps football fans

2010-07-17T04:07:00.000-07:00

I turned to be a football fans when i'm in sheffield,it's just like i know football damn well, start watching when i was 10 year old girl :D

LOL, the answer is NO, but things just happen this way, 2010 the world cup at South Africa and we are here in UK, perfect time for us to watch after class and during dinner time,awww how could i reject?

just feel so empty without football match after dinner everyday since world cup comes to the end

Rush to friends house for the match everday during dinner time, little bet with friend which team gonna win and i lose 1 pound in the final as well, o gosh...

oh yea, even lose 3 poud cakes because i'm the only one support Germany after Paul vote for Spain, i hate Paul too, but he is always true!

I enjoyed alot from this world cup frankly and will never forget about this wonderful experience

I like football because of you

but this time i watched and enjoyed and shouted for my own

it wont be a vise versa I know

anyway, this my new entertainment!! =)

英国的雨天

2010-07-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

下雨了
绵绵的细雨在我窗外飘着
细的让人好像出去感受

我喜欢英国的雨天
雨，下得好温柔
好像要出去
淋一淋雨
又怕浪费了刚室友请我喝的鸡汤
但是这一辈子只能疯狂的机会
让我任性吧~！

谁想要和我一起买一杯热咖啡，享受这绵绵细雨的下午？

month pass

2010-07-14T13:19:00.000-07:00

15th july 2010
I'm sitting alone in my room
with the sentimental song i like
with the cold wind that blow through my skin
the cloud moving fast today because it had rain heavily in sheffield
fresh air and silent evening

i like the way sheffield breath
sometimes exciting sometimes calm
Now, it breath silently after rain
i'm in the period of rushing assignment but still i love to enjoy myself in this after rain moment
i like to feel the air after rain even i'm in Malaysia

kinda fast dont you ever though of?
i'm here in sheffield for 1 month
definately gonna miss every piece here when i leave
i guarantee myself not to cry when i leave

i will....of course leave and go back whr i belong, continue the normal ordinary life

cheers UK, cheers tan yoke san!

update my picture next time, gonna rush for discussion now

some inspiration,we should know each others more

2010-06-22T13:29:00.000-07:00

When people ask, why are you constantly smiling? Why are you constantly happy? How can you be so cheerful in this evil world?

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

Meaningful phrase which i read from one of my friend blog, he's kinda emo lately i guess, but no worry, i believe he will go through this and of course achieve what he wants for sure.
I do agree with this, i smile not really becasue i'm happy with, perhaps it's my some kind of habit.

It's Tuesday and done my ciib tutorial today, Sir David Roberts do inspired us alot today, even the small activities such as table arranging, sounds easy but indeed we arranged some weird and funny shape,and finally 16 people counldn't form a square but rectangle,sounds stupid right?Structure and Communication is what we lack of, suddenly feel so shameful to myself that I dont really know my classmate well due to the reason this time we arranged class according to the surname, same course for 4 years and now finally have the chance to know more about each others and yet we do not really take action shows our efforts in knowing each others, SHAME ON ME!!!

Structure and communication,what else??hermm.......whole week globalisation, nahhhh international or regional??Oh my my,gonna re-start my engin and start STUDY!

Happy Father's day

2010-06-19T15:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's day to my dearest dad!!!
It's a tough year for me and you,I am now at UK sending my regard, hopefully my dad can be a healthy old man and tummy become smaller! =)

Do not always sad about what u facing, your daughter will always be by your side, i understand the problem and sorrows u having, I know i never say this face to face....but i do care about u dad, just sometimes i wish u are more optimistic, and dont be a lazy one!!!

DAD....always support u, thank's for everything u gave to me!! I DO APPRECIATE

巧克力真的会让人心情变好吗？

2010-06-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

现在的我已经啃下了第二排巧克力了，没有设么特别的开心，心情还是一样。。。。

所以。。。。。。。。

我开始讨厌阴天

不要表面的看我觉得很好，我所承受的你又知道多少？

人都是自私的

2010-06-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

新的环境，新的体验
让每个人都很快乐
但是有人的地方就又是非，不是我想逃过就逃过
或许是这里的天气让人都变了，阴天让人的心情也容易变成阴天

想不到在夜里的我竟然也变得情绪化，还是。。。。我真的不喜欢这样~
没有十全十美的事情，我会学着变成坚强的人，一个人我也可以好好过...

Finally UK

2010-06-06T12:47:00.000-07:00

After few months waiting, finally i reach the place where i've been dream of these 4 years

Recalls back the first year i joined tarc, the course leader Ms.Connie was giving us advice and speeches, telling us that if we can make it, get our degree in UK which is SHU summer top up programme, SHU is like a dream for everyone of the tarc student

Year by year and finally here come 2010, and i turn into 22, here's the last year and last step for me in order to complete my degree,awesome experience for me, a precious and meaningful moment as a part of my life

sometimes i do wonder, does it worth?? Use out so much of money, turn myself as a creditor once i graduate, owe so much money for this summer top up programme. Well i understand that when there's a chance, we should never let it go~!!!

I experience alot of first time in weeks, first time leave my home for so long and alone, take plane, stay alone...never mind bcz HELLO UK!!!

suddenly i miss her

2010-05-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

原本还在想要用什么标题来更新我的BLOG，但是现在的我突然间想念我的外婆
想起了她对我说的话，一切一切。。。。

外婆，
我下个星期四就要去英国了，还记得以前你担心我不会自己照顾自己，每次都要靠你。。。。现在我要出国了，多么希望你还在
如果你还在，你会到神坛帮我求平安符，你会一直教我煮简单的菜，你会跟我说很多，教我怎样照顾自己

你放心吧，我会自己洗衣服了。。。。真的！！！

米修~

R.I.P

i'm hang

2010-05-17T10:54:00.000-07:00

I think i'm hanging in the middle
awww,suddenly no motivation for me to get myself into the preparation for my very next month project

from the very excited mood until now, kinda boring and idealess for what to bring or what to prepare, it seems a bad sign for myself because i'm such a useless person now, don't know what's the next move and what's the next steps i should take, perhaps this is because i'm toooo damn free this few days!!! well well well, perhaps there's another reason for me, whisper to you guys next time LOL

sleep so damn late everyday, spend without planning....I HATE THIS KIND OF TAN YOKE SAN

so aimless, no motivation, idealess!!!
DO NOT WASTE YOUR LIFE, GET UP AND START SOMETHING!!!

Bing Bang Bong

2010-05-15T10:39:00.000-07:00

Went out with dear Bobo today, meet her up at Time Square because she is again doing her EXTENSO (according to her, this time would make her hair more silky and straight) LOL

but what said was always true, at least for this time is the best among all

her hairs do looks silky and soft this time!!! OMG

busy choosing her shoes for the dinner!

Busy on calls with her boyfriend :" what time are you coming??LOL"

oh yeah!with her new hairband

MOF, the second choice after we saw the crowed from the snowflakes in front of Padini Concept stores

Awwwwww.....HENNESSY ARTISTRY

2010-05-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION: HENNESSY ARTISTRY is back and gonna hit the town!! wootzz
I know it's not the first time but still feel so exciting about this event

This time HENNESSY ARTISTRY party is going to held two locations which are: QEII @ Penang on 27th May 2010 /Zouk KL (mainroom) on 29th May 2010.

The newly revamped Hennessy Mixing Zone set to return to allow fans to once again experience the Hennessy Digital Light Art FX booth, Hennessy Mix Master, and Hennessy Mixing Bar. But the highlight of it all, party goers will also again, be able to look forward to the delectable tastes of some of Hennessy VSOP’s signature long drinks – Hennessy Apple, Hennessy Ginger, Hennessy Berry and Hennessy Citrus.

while for music, Hennessy Artistry party in May will definately bring us a colourful mish-mash of music artistry with a combination of performers from both the East and West. They are:

Joe Flizzow & Sona One

At this upcoming Hennessy Artistry party, Joe will be collaborating with his protégé and one of the fastest rising hip-hop stars in the country, Sona One,no stranger to the Malaysian music scene,headhonco Joe Flizzow teams up with Sona One for a throw-your-hands-up-in-the- air hip hop revolution,promising this performance is guaranteed to be something hip hoppers can salivate over. Let the music blow our mind =)

Next,

Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo

Headlining of the night are Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo, two of four members from the electro house hip-hop quartet, Speaker Junkies. As a band, Speaker Junkies has opened for various acts such as LMFAO, Far East Movement, Sublime, Boomkat, and 2 Live Crew.
Summer Daniels, not only a singer but also a model and actress,as the sexy front-woman of the band, surely a mad for guys in the club LOL!
Speaker Junkies member and multi-talented Devon Duy Nguyen aka DJ Tempo.The singer, song writer, actor, producer, DJ, music composer and film composer was born in Minnesota and raised in Minneapolis, St. Paul.

Last but not least,

Ad Bangers

‘The Global Art of Mixing’, revellers can also expect to be blown away by the Ad Bangers, a DJ duo comprising of Didjital and Blink (of Lap Sap). The combo of two top Malaysian DJ’s make their way into HENNESSY ARTISTRY in the second installment, their aim is to connect people from the same industry, and integrating creative individuals from all walks of life into a quintessential world of turntablism, featuring a music mash-up ranging from House to HipHop to Mambo. The crowd puller rocksss!

So what are we waiting for??It's a night where music and cocktails find the perfect match

Passes to Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at QE II and Zouk, do logon to www.h-artistry.com.my. Alternatively, to relive the experience of past Hennessy Artistry events or to receive updates on the upcoming party, visit the official Facebook fan page: www.h-artistry.com.my/facebook or follow Hennessy Artistry on Twitter: www.h-artistry.com.my/twitter. The party is strictly opened to non-Muslim guests aged 21 years and above only. ID verifications will be carried out at the door.

PASSES ARE LIMITED, COME AND GRAB IT NOW!!!!

I am counting down

2010-05-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

Look at the calender and suddenly found out that there are about 2 more weeks for me in order to prepare myself for the new chapter of my life. People, i'm going to UK soon for my summer top up programme to get my degree paper!!!

I remember i wrote down a list about what to bring and it's so damn long which just like one of my assignment paper hahahaha! Well, it's hard for girls when we talk about packing, there are really lots of things we need, such as make-up, bras, sanitary napkin,lotion, mask, blah blah blah.....

anything you wish to do before you leave?
DEFINATELY YES!!
too much things i wsh to be done before i depart, so peeps...let's have some fun!!!! :D

yes...it's dedicated to u

2010-05-04T11:08:00.000-07:00

Dear friend,

I know it's hard for you to let go
but do be more confident and tough to face all these problems

You've hurt deeply by the one you love but please do consider others in your life, they wouldn't be happy when they see you react this way

Be tough and always cheer....!!! ♥

那么快两个月了 opppsssss

2010-05-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

时间真的过的太快太快了
那么快就完成了我两个月的part time
还记得一开始到公司上班，觉得工作超无聊
虽然两个月过去了，工作还是一样无聊，但是却让我舍不得
舍不得的不是撕纸张，而是好相处的同事啦。。。

有怪咖SUPERVISIOR
有一班师奶
有常常不在办公室的人老板
有无聊搞笑的同事

每天要烦恼的就是午餐吃什么？？

吃过了同事送我的CUPCAKE
我知道这打工结束了
只是想把这美好的打工回忆写在部落格里，让自己不要忘记。。。曾经有过那么一段好玩的打工
但是求求不要再让我撕纸帐了。。。。。。

离家。出走

2010-04-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

还有大约一个月吧
我。。。。快要离家出走了

一个光明正大的离家。出走

离开家里，什么事情都要自己来
对于不曾离家那么久的我，原本是新鲜的，是充满期待的
我其实还蛮平常心的，或许是我从来都没有感受过离开家那么久的感觉
现在的我心里想着。。。。
离家出走后的我可以离开我长期以来没有勇气面对的烦恼，远离一切我不想要参与和不想要知道和了解的

今天的我在想，心酸和心痛到底是什么感觉
我会哭是因为我明白那种被最最最亲爱的亲人欺骗和隐瞒事实的真相的感受，那种感觉真的不好受
我难过。。。是因为原来我连知道真相的机会都没有
我难过。。。是因为我看见你有多么努力的在编制谎言
我难过。。。是因为问你了，但是却得不到真正的答案
我难过。。。是因为你大言不惭地
我难过。。。是因为我们原来比不上他们
诚实的面对是一件好事吗？
把大家努力掩盖的摊开来说。。。。难道事情就可以解决吗？

我甚至有点讨厌自己没有勇气去发现
或许我不希望看到事情真相最丑陋的那一面

离家。出走
对我来说是好是坏，我不能分辨
但是，我知道事情还在继续
其他人还会继续在烦恼
我没有那么的伟大，因为我希望可以放逐自己，让我任性那么一次吧

但最不放心的是爸爸
我希望他可以放开一点，但是毕竟对他那么重要的人，怎么可能说放开就放开
抱歉我不能跟你承担，除了默默不语。。。。我不知道我还可以做些什么

我

突然想爱 ♥

2010-04-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

Anita said:
''Tan darling, a close friend has some information to share with you that can help clarify things in your love life. You may be good on your own, but two heads are truly better than one.''

或许我该认真一点想一想爱

不要吻我只要抱着我做我的亲人

2010-04-25T01:38:00.000-07:00

Gas me

2010-04-24T10:08:00.001-07:00

Show encrypted text

不要

2010-04-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

有时候我觉得人和人的相处是很微妙的
每个人的情绪，性格都不一样
不是性格不合。。。就像感情一样。。。没有所谓的合适
而是。。。。有没有那个想要成为朋友的信念，而。。。。迁就着
我很庆幸，我认识到很多愿意迁就我，或者我愿意迁就的人

对于不想委屈自己迁就朋友，情人的人
说真的，我心里还蛮佩服的
因为你有勇气做你的理想自己。。。发泄你想要发泄的不满，而且是随意的发泄。。。
你身边的人容忍你，那是你很幸运。。。。因为他们都迁就着你
我也恭喜你，因为你有迁就你的人
不要在我的面前述说着你有多委屈，在我慢慢看清后，我。。。。会发现其实你很可怜，很悲哀
但我没有在同情你，因为我知道。。。。每一件事情的结果都有一个过程，你会面对这样的结果都是你处理事情时所带来的
你怎样处理，怎样面对，怎样看待。。。结果就会是那样，不要埋怨或者难受。。。因为这都是那过程中说延伸出来的结果
说难听一点，你自己“裸”来GEK
如果说你在过程中没有用错了方式，我想结果就不会一样了。。。。

请不要伤害那些外表开心的人

2010-04-12T07:38:00.001-07:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！
他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！
他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。
他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。
他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。
他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。
他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。
他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。。。如果你的身边有这么一个人!请不要伤害他（她）们！因为她们并不坚强。。。。。。。。。。。。

谁要跟我结婚？？哈哈

2010-03-27T09:24:00.000-07:00

喝喜酒？？
这是我今天在店里听见妈妈说的话，原来是我在新山古莱的大大舅打来的。。
我没有介绍过我的大大舅吧？话说当年我的风流倜傥的外公是一位大帅哥，身高超过180CM，像外国人的脸蛋，迷倒了不少的少女，也因为当时的家庭流行童养媳，外公家里也有那么的一位童养媳做妻子，但是从小一起长大，真正喜欢的感觉还会存在吗？答案是。。。神女有心，但是外公就。。。。勉强接受，所以我就拥有了我的大大舅，而且是在我大概十四岁的时候才真正的知道这件事，因为就是外公当年的不妥协于这样的生活而认识了我的外婆，才有了今天的我，这。。。。现在才发现原来我的外婆外公也是轰轰烈烈的爱过，最起码在当时的年代，我的外婆和外公是在没有我外公的家人见证下结婚的!!!够GUTS吧？哈哈。。。
也因为我外公的不声不响离开导致我的大大舅也是在近年相信主后才放下对外公的恨意，对外公离开前有大大舅，也是一种安慰。

现在要说的是我大大舅的孩子要结婚啦，那个长得跟我失踪已久的二舅张得很像的表弟要结婚了！
婚礼会再教堂里举行，十九岁结婚也没有什么不好，最起码以后和孩子会比较没有代沟。。。！！哈哈哈哈。。。好期待可以参加他的婚礼！=）搞得我也想结婚！！！
婚姻真的是美好的吗？对婚姻充满憧憬的同事们说：“结婚是美好的一件事！”，我。。。不懂！但是。。。结婚万岁！！

2010-03-06T21:13:00.000-08:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/clairehsiao/9736795

so touching page!!!

5:30pm

2010-03-02T02:23:00.000-08:00

place:Konica Minolta
time: 8:30am-5:30pm
position: 2 months part time admin clerk
job scope: now- divide paper, arrange paper, separate paper.....paper paper paper paper paper*many many

the only word can describe my very 1st admin job day is BORING
perhaps this the 1st few days for me to start butt.........i can handle more difficult job hahahahaha!!

1 more thing, everytime i took my bag and decided to leave at 5:30pm...the small head of my department will surely ask....dont wan OT a?...PLZ LAHHH WHO WANNA STAY BACK ARRANGE PAPER FROM LETTER A-Z??? knssss

为什么我们可以这样吵??

2010-02-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

真的很奇妙,没有常常的联络但是每每的见面终是可以聊得没日没夜.....

我们的交集点虽然少,但是见面时还是那么的吵...
真的很吵!!!!!

给我一点矜持.....我们是窈窕淑女!|哈哈哈哈哈

test again

2010-02-20T21:03:00.001-08:00

Dear Tan Yoke San, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

test in facebook....hermmm some correct, some not...muahahahaha!!