Malacca with family

计划赶不上变化，this is so true!!
This was a sudden suggestion by me :"Dad, we go Malacca tomorrow bahh!"

since this is a far long old planning we decide to have, well i would say perhaps before I went UK, and finally we make it on the last Monday of year 2010- 27th December 2010

on the way**- they say we look alike, do we?[i know i'm fatter] =.="

Me

with dad and brother

This is the must have chicken rice ball, but this is totally yucks, hmmm...

I know I walk soooooooooooo nt lady! sighh~

Me and my Brada, he is with MU jersey, I should grab this back!! haha

Baba Chendol from Jonker88, our ice kacang taste better LO!!

So tired and sweat like a G6!!

We JUMP tooo!! ^^

Set us freeeeeee please XD!!! Love this

on the way back!! TIRED SHIT

Christmas

Time flies and this the last two weeks everybody left in 2010

thinking what's happen during this awesome year

Oh yea, the perfect thing is I went UK and toured Europe!!
then, I'm officially graduated
then.......

oppps, no more!!! But this a good year for me, there are alot of small things happen everyday and I appreciate all, this is life and I love life...always do!!

Do not feel I dont appreciate everyone of you, I remember how my lovely ji mui company me for my day, my sweet honey babe, my brada brada and sista sista!!and my family~

May all of you enjoy this last two weeks in 2010...!!

Ce' la vie~

7aste

Invited by my friend Elynna through facebook network, at first never though of attend but since it's a boring friday night, WHy not??
So, me and Maria both registered and attended this fantastic event on last friday night 17th December 2010.

This time, 7aste is a theme @New York, so glamourous but it was quite boring when we first reach, nobody we both know, no chairs to sit, lonely !!! Maria ate 5 little burger while we are standing at the bar, lots of finger food served,and btw finger food are all awesome delicious!!! slurp slurrrp**

But then, luckily My friend and his gang were there too :D , and then things turns not bad after joining them, the night continue with the cocktails and beers and last but not least, FOOD!!

Lastly, Maria drunkerd go crazy!!

Anthony Neely

Anthony Neely (倪安東) is a Taiwanese-American singer, appear through the taiwan famouse show :" one million stars", and become the highest mark PK contestence ever!!

Lately just can't stop playing his new album- Lesson One





There is another song that I keep playing- 第一课

I'm still a loser

There are no any winner and loser in this game, I properly understand
I hate myself when I fall for few easy words, but there won't be anything wrong for hoping something you want
I want it badly and that will be the reason why I am a loser
still a loser and I am still a loser


you win the game you are the person who rule

原来还是咸鱼

今天又去了面试，是一个广告公司

前所未有的，我从来没有想过自己会有机会到广告公司上班



老板问我：“Do you have passion in this industry? ”



说真的，这是第一次我接触这类型的公司，我写上了我想要的 月薪，他说：你还蛮会花钱的嘛！！

一往如常， 我说了我的情况，还钱 是我首要的



到底我要的是什么？钱吗？还是为完全没有经验的我学习一下这个社会工作经验？

广告是很有趣的，我完全没有这种经验，所以真的害怕



我的弟弟刚刚问了我，你的梦想是什么？

我想了很久，跟他说：“我好像没有耶，。。。。。。！”

他听了，说：“哈？将你可以去死了”， 我没有怪他，因为 我也觉得我就像是一条咸鱼， 多年前我已经发表过咸鱼，只是原来现在我还是找不到目标，还是那么的 咸鱼！！





我只能说，我。。。。还在原地踏步，永远不会进步的我！！
要改变了，学习第一课


倪安东-第一课

我是流浪者 没有人认得 飘洋过海 开始了旅程
跳跃的时鐘 摺叠过的梦 这一次 发誓不当观眾

够不够快乐 该对谁坦诚

证明自己活著 前进是第一课 义无反顾 一秒都不耽搁
练习变成大人 孤单是第一课 适应每个 没有你的场合

失眠的凌晨 还有谁醒著 善意回应 我所有疑问
记忆多沉重 我一概承受 绝不闪躲 渴望能自由

够不够独特 该对谁负责

扮演新的角色 放弃是第一课 勇敢转身 请别说捨不得
爱就爱到深刻 瞭解是第一课 这点心声 你是否听见了

流浪者的第一课 学会放下所有的 我们之间的回忆 直到自己醒著
我努力的去装做 不在乎我还不捨 这是我的孤独自由我全都负责

Now I’m not afraid to face mistakes I’ve made.
Take a class on follow through learning to make my dreams come true.
Never knew had to go through this just to forget you.
But I’m better off now, no regrets and thank you.

爱就爱到深刻 瞭解是第一课
这点心声 你是否听见了

悸动

时间真的是很好的良药，它能够让我淡忘
但是，当我翻开回忆。。。。才发现那悸动还是在我的心里

名字

名字是父母取的，我会继续用下去，这句话我好像对自己说过
我是陈玉珊

但是或许过了今天，我就是陈玉姗，是姗姗来迟的那个姗

哈哈，一切要归咎于今天的书香书展，原本打算买蔡康永的书来加强自己的气质，但是却花了时间在测名字，我们三个人坐下了就没有办法停止，名字真的会影响我们的未来吗？。。。。

生活

为了让生活还一点，我去借了一些钱
为了让生活好一点，我读了国外大学
为了让生活还一点，我找工作的时候会要求多一点钱

别人说，生活就是这样，生活需要钱，需要知识，但是。。。。我觉得在我想要知识前，我必须要有钱，现在的社会没有钱似乎买不到知识，可以。。。但是有一点 难~

生活的压力压得我喘不过气来，这是每个人必须经过的框框，这是不变的定律
我讨厌这样的定律，我更生气无法改变定律得自己！

命运的枷锁会让人迷失，可能社会对 80后说成“草莓族”也是对的

Peekaboo my weeks!

HELL YES, this is my 4th weeks here in Malaysia, I'm still free and looking for job, YES...to people who have any KANG TAU, please inform me, drop me a PM in my bloggie or what so ever!!! PLeaseeeeee

Well, what I did during these days?I hang out with friends, interview, party with friends, drink with friends, celebrate with friends and eat with my friends, all lovely friend of mine, I'm gonna mold without them in my life

this the sweet girl Jia Yee birthday, happy sweet 18 to her and all the best in your future!! =)

This the first waffer I had when i touch down to Malaysia, Me and NANA finish it, it's a night before Halloween and we are figuring how to go Zouk for party, 4 hours sitting in Winter Warmer, hahahaha...we are awesome!!

And this, from Paddington of pancakes house at The Curve, the new place found by NANA, she always found the best spot for food, delicious pancake ever!! YUM YUM

This the first time I ate Pancake with cheese, it is DELICIOUSE!~~~~ wheeeeee ^^

And this, my new fav dress from f21, cannot tahan d, itchy itchy wanna get this!! muahahahaha





November just started and I am enjoying it, no more wasting and be alert, time for job hunting!! wish me best and happy go lucky!! GOGOGO

together will be invincible

together with me, we are invincible

Sunny afternoon

woke up late today as it's Deepavali Holiday
hermm, waste another day don't I?

how I wish I'm at countryside, or any park, something like peace garden， cloudy but not going to rain, windy but comfortable and silent, a white bicyle with a brown basket in front, there's some flower inside perhaps Lavendar?!, small clean river beside me, I'm sitting there with my hat on, a book with me everything so fine so peace so relax!!


想去就去吗？那么的简单吗？

人生有一些事情是可以挽回，而有些事情是不可能挽回的， 时间 就像是不可以挽回的， 一直在走着， 我的青春岁月已经不复返了， 我想要把握那剩下的， 觉得我光说不练吧？？
原来不想长大的原因是因为，长大了的我感觉变得爱逃避了， 不像以前。。。。

Hunting

About three weeks right?seems I'd touched down to Malaysia for such a long time, no more jet lag excuses, no more holiday mood and all I left is job hunting mood, or I should say I've turned my hunting mode ON!!

Being a fresh graduate student in Marketing, or I should say Business Marketing, I don't sees any specific industry that is for ME, unlike accountant unlike Quantity Survey, I can choose to enter all kind of industry and yet I might feel lost in choosing which industry I really want.
Hmm, wondering is it so important to choose an industry first before? Hell yess, I'm not intersted in doing building construction company, not so boyish industry for me please!!!

As a blank paper, I don't mind work more to learn, thinking and hunting is what I am now!

but after all, I'm not a good hunter! =S

Dreaming

Recalled back the moment when I was at Spain, the realxing trip we called it. Talked to people that inspired me, or I should say people who makes me feel jealouse on! LOL
Well, the first people I met at Barcelona, an uncle around 60+ years old, he's on a bike now, wondering which country he is now, a retired old man who riding a bike for about three months time, travel to sooooo many country, he likes coffee and wine so much as he can travel to the place just for a delightful wine. I'm pretty impress on his passion on life, he enjoy his journey because :" I'm free to go everywhere, I have my own bike, all my luaggage there, the bike carried for me!".

The second person, a 180++ cm guy from Poland, age around 28-25, tall and hairless, he manage his business himself, freeman and travel around, kinda shame when he asked me Do I know where Poland is and I said NO...BOooo~~ But, as he said :" I'm alone and one person only, I can go everywhere I want, I might stay at Barcelona for one year, it's depend because I can go, just go to other places if I dont like here, I will go Africa on chirstmas, I like there..!"

Both of them makes me think of my future, how my future would be?ouuhh, its seems will happen like a mold, work and work and work and work, then old, then die....!
Can i ever live like them?? they are living lifestyle, not just life!

well, I only dare to dream when I able to, faced the reality....I need to pay back my loan, I need to survive, $$$ aint drop from the sky


WAKE UP

turning point

Guess this the fifth night I stil awake during middle of the night, jet lag is just an excuse for me to sleep late, as I need to upload the tons of pictures after my five weeks europe trip dreams!

Wondering how would it be for the future, I'm a person who don't really like changes at the beginning of time, kinda person who afraid of change and alone but as time goes by, yours truly become a person who need to accpet the reality, the fact of reality does burden me and change me!!

Feel to write a letter for myself, a letter to a 25 years old me?!!

asking myself how my life goes on?what I will look like?found someone who willing to hold my hand? found a decent job?enjoy my life?hows the progress of paying back loan?

OMFG, I'm 22 now, such a far away age for me,never though of, but now I am here, 22 years old, fresh graduate and came back from England.

Oh yea, NEver ever though of I will study abroad, to a country that thousand miles away.

I'm in my turning point now, feeling lost and lost...

I'm back, back to reality!!

I've though of updating my bloggie when i reaced Dubai but failed to do so since the connection there is damn unsecure!!! *just trying to act protective to my blog* muahahaha

It's been 5 weeks I'm on travelling, little bit too over huh??NAhhhh....I dont think so~
Yeah, perhaps people sees me as travelling more than studying!!!
well, I'm glad....glad to have this opportunity travel around places I had dreamed about such as Venice, Paris, Italy- Rome and Ventican city!!! SUCH A ROMANTIC PLACE BUT WITHOUT A LOVELY PARTNERRRR!! lol

Seems too short for me, away from home
thanks to my dad, fetched me back from KLIA but also the cruelest thing was telling me about things i most not wanted to know!!!

but MOM!!!!She seems dont even care about my return, what she cared??her sourvenior, her friends sourvenior!! OMFG...it hurts me~
*Please then, do not judge me on how i spend my money, because i know i will return it by my own!!!!*

我离开你，是我最想留在那里的原因！！！

there goes my university life

finally end, my last exam, my last paper and here come the last moment
I'm alone in my lovely room from Opal One G-7-B
I wanna write it down so badly because i'm afraid i'll leave out this when i recall
Walk around Sheffield, I feel the wind, feel the sunshine, feel the friendliness, feel the home sweet home at Sheffield

I'm suprise, suprise that I dont feel Sad when i leave Malaysia, I more suprise, More MOre suprise that I cried for leaving Sheffield.
this three months of top up programme makes me feel so hard to say goodbye
My unit, my dear housemate, my friends, my classmate, my kebab, my sainsbury, my poundland, my 99p, my castle market

all these are my preciouse memory here!!
I LOve SHeffield!

and now,

Finally I'm not a student

Finally I'm graduate~


There comes a new chapter of my life , i know i need to work hard to pay off my debts, but before i start, let me enjoy my graduation trip



My graduation trip- EUROPE TRIP

*wait me back for update Mucksss!*

I think I'll get lost 1 month, miss me yea !

Hey, I'm running out of time!

OMG, this is urgent calling~

Next week is the final exam, and I'm totally still blank~ O GOSHHHH~!!!!

Help me...God Bless me please!!

I need to start for my most final FINAL EXAM!!!!

*bless*

麻烦你，守时

我自问不是很守时
只是我才发现
这世界上就是有那么一些人
可以不守时，却又那么厚脸皮的！
偏偏你就是可以那么的优哉又哉？！

拜托你，你已经惹毛我了！！！！
不要怪我对你不客气 ~

尾声

最后一次的presentation 在今天的欢笑声中结束了


突然间觉得好不舍得，不舍得你，你们，他，他们。。。


这三个月的回忆，太多了。。。多得我有点装不下了


今天会大学拿信的时候，安德鲁给我们添了一张询问卷
What is the top three memories you have during your studies in Sheffield?
我的答案应该有很多，只是。。。。太多了，回忆很难


我记得第一次坐飞机的感觉
我记得第一天来达的时候，那牛肉汉堡的滋味
我记得人潮汹涌，第一天到大学报到的感觉
我记得半夜夜游sheffield的冷
我记得煮晚餐时的鸡手鸭脚
我记得第一天上课的情景
我记得看到室友，不知所措的表情
我记得在草地上躺着看书的感觉


明明才刚发生的事情
明明全体Marketing刚刚变得比较熟
明明上个月才抵达的感觉
明明窗外的风景还是跟第一天到达的时候一样


为什么却是我们快要离开的时候？
分道扬镳，毕业的感觉真的不好受


四年了，我们相处有四年了
大家见面说笑又那么久了


原来我们都在彼此的成长岁月里走过
是你们陪伴着我转大人 的岁月
是你们给我无聊但又好笑的玩笑



不要，很希望离别的日子不要来
让我们停留在这里，这个地方，这个时刻




久久。。。。



这个班是我们到这里后才编排的，也是很喜欢跟他们一起上课的感觉
有你们真好！！

As sweet as an Red Apple

Herrrmmm, finally bought myself an iphone!!kinda weird feeling after I paid O2, hahahaha

My dad and moms expression is all flowing in my mind, just wondering how and what would they react once they saw i bought this Apple, an apple that dont keep me aways from doctor even i played with it everyday! LOL

awww, and it reminds me how I react when my apple dont wake up after my jailbreak, hahaha its such a nightmare to me! C'mon I dont dare to do it any more~

Anyway A big thank you to my housemate Vinn helps me alot and teach me how to deal with it! kekeke

anyway, peeps!!!!!! Any nice application that u might introduce me?come come come

I love Red Apple, Should get an ipad tooo??NAhhhhh,woohooo~

Chatswoth house and garden

20/8/2010 (friday)


Join Xiao Yu and her gang to Chatsworth, a place where Duke and Duchess stay, such a pretty place with the maze in the garden, different area with different arts statius and many more!!!


Love the feeling staying at Chatsworth, the duchess clothes, crown, art gallery, all and all and all. Love the way we have fun, thanks for the day! woohooo

enjoy the pichaaa!!! =)




Imagine how would it be during winter time?Its winter sonata mannn!


The slaves and Duch! LOL, cant stop laughing

Groupie PIchaaaa

We hardly listen to others! LOL

Nice path to walk with you! hahaha

Played before enter the maze

I'm lost, I wanna find the way out!! But, nice Maze to trap in!

好想念

好想念我的姐妹们啊！！！

你们最近好吗？？少了根你们联络，感觉生活也上了些什么


我在想你们啊！！

Finally Scotland!! =)

Sorry for the late update everyone, late update because I was so sick after back from Scotland, hell yes everyone...! I didnt manage to sleep for 3 nights in a row because of lauuuu saiiii~

but Big thank you to all my friends that send me medicine and evonne who cooked me Meee Suaaa!! =)

yours truely finally have some free time for bloggie!!

I had an awsome Scotland 6D5N trip last two weeks ago, went places such as John O'Groats, Isle of Skye, Glasgow,Edinburgh, Inverness, Dundee, St.Andrew and etc!!

Scotland is all about Man in Tartan skirts, Castle castle ( too many castle), Heggiess (which I dont like it), Cashmire Tartan Scarft, andddddd SCOTTISH WHISKY!!!! =)

time to show you guys some picchaaaaa!!