Funny how things turn, after 4 years plus working in SG, I have now relocate back to KL
Same me, alone.
Same room, bunk bed.
Same company, different department.
But everything felt so different, yet so similar
I started to recall the push factors to SG, lolll to runaway from all the family stress, want to find myself, want to be independent, want to see how far I can go on my own, tired of Malaysia's politic and system bullshit
And the pull factor to come back to KL ? Really to be with my family
Everything felt so surreal, but then again after few years, everything changed too.
I thought I will be back to the 2017, I was wrong.
Honestly, I don't regret the decision to come back KL, I do miss my freedom mostly in SG, the follow the rule kind of life but I unable to find the direction, the core, the base in the foreign country.
So here I am, in KL start over and closer to family.
Different mindset.
