Dreaming

Recalled back the moment when I was at Spain, the realxing trip we called it. Talked to people that inspired me, or I should say people who makes me feel jealouse on! LOL
Well, the first people I met at Barcelona, an uncle around 60+ years old, he's on a bike now, wondering which country he is now, a retired old man who riding a bike for about three months time, travel to sooooo many country, he likes coffee and wine so much as he can travel to the place just for a delightful wine. I'm pretty impress on his passion on life, he enjoy his journey because :" I'm free to go everywhere, I have my own bike, all my luaggage there, the bike carried for me!".

The second person, a 180++ cm guy from Poland, age around 28-25, tall and hairless, he manage his business himself, freeman and travel around, kinda shame when he asked me Do I know where Poland is and I said NO...BOooo~~ But, as he said :" I'm alone and one person only, I can go everywhere I want, I might stay at Barcelona for one year, it's depend because I can go, just go to other places if I dont like here, I will go Africa on chirstmas, I like there..!"

Both of them makes me think of my future, how my future would be?ouuhh, its seems will happen like a mold, work and work and work and work, then old, then die....!
Can i ever live like them?? they are living lifestyle, not just life!

well, I only dare to dream when I able to, faced the reality....I need to pay back my loan, I need to survive, $$$ aint drop from the sky


WAKE UP

turning point

Guess this the fifth night I stil awake during middle of the night, jet lag is just an excuse for me to sleep late, as I need to upload the tons of pictures after my five weeks europe trip dreams!

Wondering how would it be for the future, I'm a person who don't really like changes at the beginning of time, kinda person who afraid of change and alone but as time goes by, yours truly become a person who need to accpet the reality, the fact of reality does burden me and change me!!

Feel to write a letter for myself, a letter to a 25 years old me?!!

asking myself how my life goes on?what I will look like?found someone who willing to hold my hand? found a decent job?enjoy my life?hows the progress of paying back loan?

OMFG, I'm 22 now, such a far away age for me,never though of, but now I am here, 22 years old, fresh graduate and came back from England.

Oh yea, NEver ever though of I will study abroad, to a country that thousand miles away.

I'm in my turning point now, feeling lost and lost...

I'm back, back to reality!!

I've though of updating my bloggie when i reaced Dubai but failed to do so since the connection there is damn unsecure!!! *just trying to act protective to my blog* muahahaha

It's been 5 weeks I'm on travelling, little bit too over huh??NAhhhh....I dont think so~
Yeah, perhaps people sees me as travelling more than studying!!!
well, I'm glad....glad to have this opportunity travel around places I had dreamed about such as Venice, Paris, Italy- Rome and Ventican city!!! SUCH A ROMANTIC PLACE BUT WITHOUT A LOVELY PARTNERRRR!! lol

Seems too short for me, away from home
thanks to my dad, fetched me back from KLIA but also the cruelest thing was telling me about things i most not wanted to know!!!

but MOM!!!!She seems dont even care about my return, what she cared??her sourvenior, her friends sourvenior!! OMFG...it hurts me~
*Please then, do not judge me on how i spend my money, because i know i will return it by my own!!!!*

我离开你，是我最想留在那里的原因！！！

there goes my university life

finally end, my last exam, my last paper and here come the last moment
I'm alone in my lovely room from Opal One G-7-B
I wanna write it down so badly because i'm afraid i'll leave out this when i recall
Walk around Sheffield, I feel the wind, feel the sunshine, feel the friendliness, feel the home sweet home at Sheffield

I'm suprise, suprise that I dont feel Sad when i leave Malaysia, I more suprise, More MOre suprise that I cried for leaving Sheffield.
this three months of top up programme makes me feel so hard to say goodbye
My unit, my dear housemate, my friends, my classmate, my kebab, my sainsbury, my poundland, my 99p, my castle market

all these are my preciouse memory here!!
I LOve SHeffield!

and now,

Finally I'm not a student

Finally I'm graduate~


There comes a new chapter of my life , i know i need to work hard to pay off my debts, but before i start, let me enjoy my graduation trip



My graduation trip- EUROPE TRIP

*wait me back for update Mucksss!*

I think I'll get lost 1 month, miss me yea !

Hey, I'm running out of time!

OMG, this is urgent calling~

Next week is the final exam, and I'm totally still blank~ O GOSHHHH~!!!!

Help me...God Bless me please!!

I need to start for my most final FINAL EXAM!!!!

*bless*

麻烦你，守时

我自问不是很守时
只是我才发现
这世界上就是有那么一些人
可以不守时，却又那么厚脸皮的！
偏偏你就是可以那么的优哉又哉？！

拜托你，你已经惹毛我了！！！！
不要怪我对你不客气 ~

尾声

最后一次的presentation 在今天的欢笑声中结束了


突然间觉得好不舍得，不舍得你，你们，他，他们。。。


这三个月的回忆，太多了。。。多得我有点装不下了


今天会大学拿信的时候，安德鲁给我们添了一张询问卷
What is the top three memories you have during your studies in Sheffield?
我的答案应该有很多，只是。。。。太多了，回忆很难


我记得第一次坐飞机的感觉
我记得第一天来达的时候，那牛肉汉堡的滋味
我记得人潮汹涌，第一天到大学报到的感觉
我记得半夜夜游sheffield的冷
我记得煮晚餐时的鸡手鸭脚
我记得第一天上课的情景
我记得看到室友，不知所措的表情
我记得在草地上躺着看书的感觉


明明才刚发生的事情
明明全体Marketing刚刚变得比较熟
明明上个月才抵达的感觉
明明窗外的风景还是跟第一天到达的时候一样


为什么却是我们快要离开的时候？
分道扬镳，毕业的感觉真的不好受


四年了，我们相处有四年了
大家见面说笑又那么久了


原来我们都在彼此的成长岁月里走过
是你们陪伴着我转大人 的岁月
是你们给我无聊但又好笑的玩笑



不要，很希望离别的日子不要来
让我们停留在这里，这个地方，这个时刻




久久。。。。



这个班是我们到这里后才编排的，也是很喜欢跟他们一起上课的感觉
有你们真好！！