Opppss new year soon

Don't laugh at me, this is another blog post before 2011, I'm kinda too much rite?

Hahahahaha, am I little too terrified about new year coming? and that much of things need to be expressed out?
I'm not sure seriously, when the blogging mood comes, I can't never stop writing! LOL

Well, for me new year don't really bring any difference, one thing common annual happen is I'm turning one year older, and this is like a fact which I need to celebrate my birthday the 2nd day of new year! Kinda odd day actually, which a day before school holidays end, a day for everyone prepare their mood to kick start new year.

I don't know, its not that I can choose my birthday hahaha! Anyway....welcome new year!

Cheers dolls! :)

Christmas 2011

HOHOHO here come Christmas 2011, I always know that December is a month full of joy and happiness, well at least until last year! Not to say I'm not happy this year but seriously excitement about Christmas is not there for the very first time. Ohhhhh please don't tell me I'm old enough to not celebrate Christmas, or maybe feeling lonely because of single?! Wtfffff is this?! haha

Kinda running out of idea this year, some friend sick, some friend cannot make it.But thank god , AMK gang finally decide to held a Barbecue gathering this year. Simple but at least we are together type of gathering, and most importantly we are avoiding ourselves from crowd but deep down in mind I WANTED TO PARTY...(nevermind, I still enjoy my Christmas eve anyway).

It was a last min arrangement, and finally Mr.Cheng is taking his call this round, assign people to do this and that, bought 40 chicken wings, watermelon, cooked meehoon, curry chicken and with all these, the Barbecue party started.

All thanks to Mr. Jon for starting up the fire, Mr.Cheng dad for all the BBQ equipment, and Cheng mom's for meehoon and chicken wings marinated.

Exchange pressie seems like a CANNOT-MISSED session in Christmas gathering, this is fun when we are actually skipped one year and finally the culture continues.
This year, I got a water tumbler and lappy bag for Christmas exchange session, oh yeah and a Starbuck cash card after lucky draw in Department Christmas Dinner.

Some ask me what am I doing on Christmas day, well sorry I got no plan or yessss Dinner with family later.!

Hermmm, as usual....this is a single Christmas, I wish everyone Merry Christmas and Santa....you never grant my wish! HAHAHA

New year soon

Time just fly like a wind and here comes the last month of the year 2011- DECEMBER
Ask me how do I spend my festive month? No idea yet...
I'm still the same old me, working for about 1 year soon, getting older to 24 next month and this is not cool at all!
Guess it's time to list down my resolution...oppsss! I haven't completed my last year resolution :(

Hope I can say goodbye to my 2011 and WELCOME 2012 with an open heart, be happy and move forward!

Soon to sing you Auld Lang Syne 2011!

Love ya people! :)

Be a cool person

         Life is kinda heavy lately, Heavy?! You must be asking...
Well, stress is just all over my shoulder and..... I do believe it brings a little effect on my weight!!!
Seriously I am facing a huge challenge in my working recently, stress about sales figures that I usually don't really give a shit on it, and start wondering why I getting far from what I've been thought of.

This is not a good sign at all, is it the time for me to quit? Well, getting a new job is easy, but as I'm choosy and low security, I need to think twice in choosing what kind of job I'm suppose to go for in the future, I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, mistakes as in chosen an industry that I'm not interested in. Insurance definitely not the first choice for me and I don't even have a single flash in my mind that I will ever step into it, but from a quote I read from :" We may not always end up where we thought we were going, but we will always end up where we were meant to be!" I relief....at least I learned alot from here. Who knows? I might be an agent queen hahahaha

Oh yeah, back to topic after I yada yada about my recent life.

What is this about to be a cool person?! I feel cool when I have a gang of friends with me, do things that we want to do together and full of laughter. Cool can be define as many, but at least I hope I can be cool enough to have the effect in organising something for friends and everybody turns up. This is cool LOL.

and

Just something in my mind this 2 weeks. I'm not sure is it because of getting older, I started to feel so negative about living alone, people keep asking me :" Why are you single?"
" Do you want me to introduce you some decent guys?" " Hey, it's time for you to look for a bf as 2012 is near!!!" (this the most funny one). Thank you my friends, you guys are being so nice to me! I love you all :)

Well to be frank, I'm a little nervous! Just wanna admit what's in my mind okayyyy....stop laughing at me!

I start thinking that all these negative thoughts were created by the environment. Environment? Oh ya, alot of my friends are actually attached, I'm feeling lonely when I cannot hang out with them during weekend, I'm feel a little disappointing when my friends cannot make it for a gathering, but after all.....I wish them happy, that's why I don't blame them for not accompany me. Not only because of relationship, some of them actually started to work on their career which OT and $$$$ is all about in their life. Feeling proud for them too, after all....MONEY IS THE ONLY SPEAKING POWER IN THE WORLD.

and so I started to get used to it when doing all those things I usually did with my lovely friends all by myself e.g Shopping, manicure and pedicure, saloons, eat and etc....kinda sad I know but I can manage it well by myself now EXCEPT don't ask me party alone.....I'll rather die! HAHAHA

Hmmmm I am wondering if I can still be a cool person who can always hang out with friends, back to party life, enjoy my working, always laugh and LOVE MY LIFE! I JUST WANT MY POSITIVE THINKING BACK, I WANT MY REALITY BACK!

BE COOL PEOPLE!

从那些年说起

《那些年，我们一起追得女孩》，这个名字不陌生，我甚至知道作者是谁！只是一直没有机会翻阅, 可是贴心的九把刀作家竟让摇身一变，成为了导演，省了我翻阅的时间，花了大概两个小时，看到了刀导的青春。

这场电影吸引了很多寻找青春的人，看过的无不觉得感动，我也被柯腾 和沉佳宜的遗憾感动了！

可是我回头想想，我的青春勒？

干！找个勃起都没有！


很遗憾的，我的青春没有太多的男生，只有偶尔校外活动才会见到一些异性，或许是我内向的关系啦！找个男生朋友都难！只是补习班男生，校车上的忧郁男，邻校的音乐男 等等。。

人家青春期很自卑的。。。。害羞呐~
没有办法咯，谁叫我那么乖，那么听妈妈的话，她说女校我就女校，要是现在的我？！门都没有！！！


唉~！看到别人的青春那么的有怀念价值，我也不禁 想念起我的青春。

没有男生的青春期我不要紧，因为最MAN的变成了自己！
没有男生帮我扛重物，我自己来，所以成就了我独立自主，不会嗲男生的个性。

没有男生的青春期，我上体育课时很自在
不需要担心我奔跑的时候，有男生色迷迷的望着我的咪咪！

没有男生 的青春期，我还是一样的过！
学校还是会发生一些纯纯的爱，不过却是女女恋，也成了我们最大的八卦！
只是庆幸，我是真的喜欢男生！！ 哈哈

没有男生的青春期，我有更多的好姐妹陪伴，我们可以玩得很疯狂，完全没有形象可言！
没有男生的青春期， 当我每个月姨妈到可以毫不尴尬的说出来！很大声的讨论胸部或罩杯

算了，青春期姐姐我已经回不去了，想想。。。。日子还不是一样过！
柯景腾只是迟一点出现而已！谁说他一定要在那些年出现?我的柯景腾他会在今年或明年出现啦~哈哈哈哈

change

It's been a while again since my last post, stop writing probably because there's nothing much to update.
Still the same old me, same old me!

Must think of some changes!! Learn something or read something, feel so sad about myself for being such a lazy and aimless person, seriously feel so disappointed because I couldn't even know what the actual thing I like I want I love to do, it's like wasting 23 years of my life being such a aimless person! :(

well, perhaps I shouldn't waste my time surf the net like fb,twitter,plurk and blogging!!!

Mission Accomplished, we're back!

As what I posted, finally back from 2D1N Malacca trip!
Updated a little bit late because I'm so so so so so so so tired after driving for so long and had a wasted Saturday night!

We get sunburn on Saturday itself and everyone body's turn red and then now tan :(  ISssshhhh....I don't wanna get tan! but after all, We did most of our check point such as Nadeja cakes, most delicious chicken rice balls, cendol, Asam laksa, and satay celup.

Yummy yummy :P


But, one thing must share with you guys was about our  awesome drinking session night with two bottles of vodka and our woody block games (photo shared below, print screen from Bobo instagram) as I'm too busy playing the game lol.

The most funny drunkerd award goes to Mr.Tan Choon Heok a.k.a Dak dak Dei!!! He was totally out of mind and whole body turn reds, we knew it through his common pulling hair action! LOL too funny and regret I didn't took his photo!

It was a happy funny weekend! :)

Then now, photo sharing session:-


Chicken rice balls

Print screen from BOBO Instagram

Geographer

Asam Laksa + Curry

Bruno Jonathan Ben

Best couple LOL

Our highlight of the night! Woody stick :D

EFFING delicious NADEJA CAKE!! Yummy

Weekend Malacca

Finally reached the day for a successful organized trip by us! Why do I say so? Ohhhhh.... Probably u guys don't know, but this is a god-know-how-many times postpone trip by us!

Us? Ya... With my lovely AMK classmate! It's been about 1 year since we graduated, and now here comes our gathering trip which planned for so long and finalize our location to Malacca. Just a quick short 2D1N trip and we r ready to go!

Update again til I'm back then!
Have a great weekend ahead people!
xoxo

Love,
San

Manner to learn

Bobo and I went for a casual shopping today as we are celebrating One Malaysia!!!

Bought myself a casual dress and a flats, but frankly kuchai lama boutique are a little pricy! My pocket gonna burn!! :(

Well, back to my main topic! The reason I put this title is because while we decided to stop shopping and go back home for rest, we found out there's a car blocking behind of us, without putting any name cards, bobo was superb angry and keep horning for about 15min, then we saw the lady coming down from a shop at 1st floor, first time I saw bobo so angry and she keep pressing the horn even she come down! GOOD JOB BOBO lol!
Manner is an important common sense that everyone should have know, I don't mind you blocking but at last leave me a contact number that I can reach u!!!!

WQU 8333 betta learn this!

First mobile trial

Hello readers!!
Well I guess now I have no more excuses for not updating my blog as I found this awesome apps from ITunes-Blogger which allow me to access my blog and even update(as you reading now) through my cell!! Ohhhhh my IT advancement!

Well I couldn't deny this, I'm very very very addict to my white baby i4 and pretty impress thou, for all the functions and apps that makes life easier.

First thing I like the most?! Photo Editing apps!!!! It's such a convenient apps that allow me to edit all the photo I took, mostly edit the effect and some light contrast....(well, editing make me look nicer Oppss!)

So, do stay tune with my blog because I guess now I would update it whenever I'm free or should I say Anytime, Anywhere!!

Love,
San

Party shoe

Long holidays waiting for everybody!! Shout out loud people :D

As usual, after resting for so long, the party worms had awake! Here with some pictures we took on Saturday night. I would give a big big clap to Ms.Bobo who totally enjoyed and get high! hahahaaha.....you are so wild!

Oh yes, almost forgot about this! I've been so addicted to photo editing software in mua apple, feeling so glad that I chose Apple as mua fon! Love it Love it <3

So, let's enjoy our holiday and it's year end now people! Year end is a lazy quarter to fight LOL 

I read

Out of sudden, on a sneak out day from work, I went Amcorp Mall to the well known bookstore with attractive low price books selling, look for a book that I always wanted to buy after watching my favorite movie- Something Borrowed.

Seriously I googled and asked the workers in bookstore, but what I get is quite a dissapointed answer where I'm not able to get that book because they are out of stock and won't restock again! Saddddddddddddddd

But then, I turned over and see............Hey! It's Emily Giffin books and then I saw Something Blue which is interrelated with Something Borrowed which turn to be Darcy version fiction and god-knows-why reason, I just took it and paid at counter, start my reading journey.

It's the fifth day now, and I finished the book with knowing the happy ending that Darcy finally found her true love Ethan, Rachel and Dex married! Well....after all I guess girls loves happy ending and sweet romance story.

A good friend of mine said, Reading is a good habit that we should cultivate in this age, MORE THAN AGREE! Thank god that I'm having some changes, at least a little! Start from some romance fiction that I preferred and slowly I believe I will gain some interest in reading!  hahaha....

And then after, I bought myself a new book-ONE FIFTH AVENUE! I guess it's more like a Manhattan high social butterflies stories, this time....without motion picture, I'm gonna understand the whole scene myself, little bit nervous but having faith that I can do it! LOL!

to all of you guys, even though I know only few of you, still....appreciate time you spend in my blog, it's boring I know......MUCH APPRECIATE! :D

I found inner of Gathering

Happy day to everybody! Just had a well pack weekend with a happening gathering Saturday!

Out of nowhere, I received a calls from my long known best friend Ms. Austine Chiang Baooooo, that our seniors (in case you don't know, I was actively involve in school military band when I'm in secondary school time, senior=best couch and friends of mine or even big sisters to share our teenage dreams together), invited us for a gathering at Pyramid.

Seriously it's been a long time that I didn't meet both of them, but as u can see, I'm quite frequently meeting Chui Chin (Joey) and Pet Shee ( Austine) and Kah Wei.

There goes some pictures we took while waiting to be seated at Pasta Zanmai.

Meet Joey everybody, she is about same weight as me during secondary school time but she freaking slimming down ALOT from L size to S size nw...HMMMMMM Jelouseeeeeeee >.<"

Some LOVELY JI MUI PICHA

And meet my lovely french horn senior, SOO HOON who also slimming down alottttttttttttttttttttttt after secondary school, well guess i'm the only one who still maintain this fat figure and still growing.....FATTER! Oppssssss

Looking for a boyfriend or a car or Driver?

Been single for so long, I deeply truly felt some of my friend started to worry about my future, they're just soooo worried, even worrier than me LOL

They are just way too cute aren't they?

Keep introducing or matching me to some nice guys that they think he best suits me or we might work things out, well...I'm alright about this, just introduce me more kay! lol

So after these funny match making, I'm still single and still alone LOL, but I heard tons of introduction phrase that said to me before, so I got myself a conclusion.

and the conclusion is People do judge background before they be the real match maker, and the common phrase is...HEY, HE IS NOT BAD, HE'S DRIVING A XXXX CAR!

Opppsss, I don't deny, driving a good car really add some credit to the guy but in the real fact, credit to a better future?

Suddenly I question myself, Am I feeling happy if I have a good car boy? wellll......CERTAINLY!

haha, so am I being too materialistic as well? Is it a guy with a good car will treat u better than Lauuuyahhh car?

我会坚强、坚强到让你心疼<转文〉

人人都说女孩子不要太要强、太独立、太厉害，不然就不会招人喜欢。

可是，我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害，谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手？

靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑。

女孩子，只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品。

家世好的女孩子，会有爸妈为其铺好华丽丽的金砖大道，

相貌好的女孩子，会有男友老公等着为其鞍前马后尽献殷勤，

运气好的女孩子，会有贵人相助使之平步青云，

真是，不幸，我似乎哪个都排不上，

所以，别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情，

别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴，

别再说我笑得太大声，走得太快，讲话太男孩子气。

别再嫌弃我太过理智，太冷血。

因为，我知道，

下雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨，

淋雨之后，不赶快擦干头发，换掉衣服，

就一定会感冒发烧，

生病之后，不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害。

曾经去输液，隔床的女孩一边给老师打电话请假，一边哭，

我当时觉得，这孩子真傻，哭又能怎样？

真是个傻孩子...

可我也曾是个傻孩子...

曾经我会在躲雨的屋檐下看着一个个被接走的人觉得自己像是个弃猫，

曾经我会在饿的胃疼却连水都没得喝的时候很想哭，

曾经我会在拥挤的公车上被人左推右推的时候感到委屈，

曾经我在夜色里默默对自己说“生日快乐”

曾经我在被冤枉却无力辩解时躲在厕所捂着嘴巴大声地压抑着哭。

我不是苦水里泡大的孩子，我只是个不愿意向世俗妥协的女孩。

而在此之前，我会一直努力坚强着，扬起下巴，不哭，不闹，不发脾气。只微笑。

没有女孩子愿意一直坚强，只是我在等一个理由，一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由

上流

原来长大面对社会是这样的感觉

自己一个人安排生活，又是也样的感觉

听别人说：“钱不是万能的！”

我真心的认同，但是也因为这样的认同才更让我觉得 ， 如果你没有钱，那你就真的什么都不能！

有钱人的孩子就是不一样，这。。。。。可不是我随便说说的哦！

社会上有很多的淑女名媛们，也就是大家所谓的上流社会富二代就是活生生的例子

他们住的好，吃得好，穿的从头到脚都是名牌，贵气逼人！不愁吃穿，身材保养的妙，皮肤好，样子也好的，整天这里飞，那里去的。。。怎么可能不被说闲话呢?

当然，我不能一竹竿打翻整艘船。。。。

还是有很优秀的淑女名媛，还是有自力更生的富二代！
感谢他们的家让他们培养了那么好的才华，那么勇敢的追逐梦想，无后顾之忧。。。。羡慕啊！

 哈哈

709 Bersih

Bersih 2.0 and now only realise this is the second Bersih held in Malaysia, perhaps 4 years back I'm still immature and not even care about politics and future of country but now as a 23 years old girl, I understand what this BERSIH about, fair election is good, we want to have a fair and transparent election, but just never though our government are so old fashion minded or should say reluctant to change mind set until they used out so many polices to stop this peaceful rally, well....again I wonder? WHY WOULD THEY SO AFRAID OF?

Not as our PM said only 6 thousand people joined the rally but I saw 200k people, not only opposite side leader but I see all familiar Malaysian faces, not brave and strong police but I saw police that beaten up civilians without weapon!!

This is so disappointing! Feel so sad when police attack public, I though their job is to protect but they against their power and do something very wrong, this is a great mistakes, and BERSIH 2.0 let us see how our environment changed, this is no longer about fair election, but this is about to CHANGE FOR A BETTER FUTURE!

Another credit to BERSIH 2.0 is, make us see how ONE MALAYSIA succeed, we stand together we stand strong, actually there aren't any racist issues among the public but only the parties and leaders that wanted to use this issues as their winning point, NO MORE FOOLING PLEASE! Hero and heroins that appears in this rally, you guy deserve a big salute!

Thank you for making this, thank you for fighting for a better Malaysia!

Stress giler

Ohhhhh Nooooooo!!

This is almost the third week I came back from Thailand, though of will having some good lucks after praying the four face Buddha, but been facing alot alot alot alot of problems since I back from there, I know you will bless me, just a matter of time, I will be tough and face all the difficulties myself to prepare myself as a better person!! I WISH

Not because of not following up, but I am so lost until no where to believe!

Well I might be quite a naive person or some say stupid, as I am easily trusting others words, this is good sometimes, because make my life easier without doing much thinking but end up this is actually also a double edged sword.

I trust what people says actually cause me alot of trouble especially in my work life, as in servicing line, I always confront with banker, but this seems not enough for, not only banker but the outsources medical arrangement coordinator, and now even customers! THIS IS SOOOOO TIRING

I'm kinda fed up with all the dealings work I need to do with, I call up A then B then C then call up A again and tell C again, this is fucking tired and waste my time! Sometimes I wonder, why would I need to do so if B and C are well cooperate? A well monitor the situation? 

Another sad case was, my helpful admin colleague finally resign and work at competitor company, now left only the yucks and ewwww one, now the bitter day finally come!! T.T

Ohhhhhhh, shit just happen but I know this is life and now here comes week num.3 after back frm Bangkok, please please please......LET ME ENJOY MY WORKING! 

I wanna have LIFE 

Back from Thailand

It's been a hyper long while and now I'm back to my blog, miss me do you my readers?

Well, after all the busy stuff I faced, now finally I have some time or should say some writing moods on!

Had an enjoyable crazy shopping runaway with my dearest honey Nana and Bobo to the shopping paradise Bangkok! oppss, not least Winson Lim, nana love one, who help us carries our lovely shopping goods! Many thanks! :)

No doubt, we went crazy when we first arrive, and tell you guys a secret.......this is my first time very ON MY OWN trip!

This is the very first morning we at Bangkok city <3

Chatukchat- full of local young designer

Sales Sales Sales

Oh, also MBK that full of phone covers, this is crazy! Thailand is full of BB and iphone!

3days3nights are totally not enough for us, missed out alot of places and not enough for sight seeing!

WE SHALL SEE YOU AGAIN THAILAND! :)

时间。过

就是倔强，拉不下脸来！

为什么冬夜渐暖

当冬夜渐暖

很多事情不是谁说了就算

即使伤心结果还是自己担

多少次失望表示着多少次期盼

事实证明幸福很难

尤其喜欢这四句开头，现实和理想永远存在着差距，拉扯只会徒增结局的难堪，所以我们都选择逃避！

也不明白为什么每一次听着一首歌的时候会有心酸的感觉

Grenade

Bruno Mars Grenade

My friend once ask me what is this music video all about, well to be frank I don' really like this song when I first heard this song, I wasn't like it as much as I am now, maybe because of not really listening what Bruno Mars trying to tell, but as more and more of my friend recommend me to listen, I'm started to be kinda obsessed in Bruno Mars as well. 

For me, I think this video are best describing Bruno Mars failed relationship, when he was trying to give all of his true heart to her favorite girl, the reason why he is pulling a piano? Well, maybe because of all he have is just his talent, his music talent, he is bringing his sincerity, ALL he have to the girl he love the most. Although it's hard, although there are many of people not supporting, he is using his own life to love this girl, but what he get in the end was just a betray, the girl has another guy.

I would give this video a big big credit!! love ya Bruno Mars <3

Royal wedding

Just last Friday, when William and Kate royal wedding goes on, I was drinking with my colleagues in a bar nearby our office, damnn I missed out the Live show of the royal wedding.

Love spree around when both of them announce their marriage, feeling so grateful when I know that Prince William finally found his Princess Kate and finally life happily ever after together in the castle. Once I though, will I married with a prince that pick me up with white horses, with servant beside him, bring me a nice heels, we live happily after. Awww, this is what little girls dream about don't you think so?

Day after Friday, which is my dizzy Saturday, I watched the replay through NTV7, and well.....Kate is stunning, with her Sarah Burton-Alexander McQueen wedding gown, she looks just so beautiful and well...if Prince William didn't remove his hat, he will still stay handsome in my deep heart, it would be perfect too if he's not mold.  hahaha

This is the perfect scene for the whole day, the second kiss is like a bonus to all the royal fans! SWEET ^^

Ask me should we keep the kings, I would definitely say yes for UK but not Malaysia please, 9 kings is little bit toooooo OVER!

New lesson learned today

After a long weekend, today just seems like another blue day for me, definitely not only me but I believe most of my friend do feel this way especially those who working at the moment, and first day working people.

I though today will be another ordinary day, meeting with the team and then rushing to Klang for branch visitation and etc. Unfortunately, things don't goes as what it should go. Once I finished the chit chat session with Doc which is known by ING CEO, my nightmare started.

Received calls from few bankers which cause me alot of problems, as they are always blah blahh blahhh, and I ya ya ya, I only could delay them until I'm back from lunch, as my colleagues said, well....we couldn't even had a proper lunch.

Well, I always having faith in myself, learned " God only help those people who help themselves", I believe that I can handle all sort of problems, the problems can be deal and settle if I am faithful and because I wanna help myself, but again it just don't go this way.

 Not only handle with the bank side but also I need to settle the arrangement side, customer side and admin side to get things done. Right after I get the feedback from EB and need to to call up customers, I called and get blamed....she is not in a good manner though! Well, I answered in a very polite way, at least my team leader agreed, but still feeling after all, this is so awful when that stupid lady put all the blames on me and didn't aware that she is the one at the beginning didn't wanted to cooperate!

Now everything is too late, I won't blame anyone, I need a solution and that's it!

Say me not, I just want to figure things out, NOT TO LET YOU LOOK DOWN!

*btw, I'm feeling sad, real sad real down today, and even couldn't find a companion for a dessert runaway*

PATHETIC

那么你会相信我吗？

传言是可畏的，就像是传染病一样的肆无忌惮传开来
但是最可怕的是当你发现说你的，传你的是你把他当成朋友的人，那种心痛和心酸的感觉我曾经有过，也刚刚有过

我就是这样的一个人，粗心大意，没头没尾，常常忽略身边的人，不细心，优柔寡断。。。听起来，一点好处也没有！我单纯的以为 大家都了解我的个性而且也读的明白我是一个怎样的人，还是你曾经怀疑过，那么白痴的人真的有吗？

其实我也只是好奇，当你对朋友有所不满时，你对他们说了吗？你会直接说出来吗？
虽然暂时我还没有遇见过这事情，但是我发现，原来我们之前所谓的疯狂（约出来谈）却是重友情的表现。

也对，我宁愿你选择相信我，问我，跟我谈， 也不希望你在背后说我，挑剔我，传我，让我想一个傻瓜一样，还在其它人面前傻傻的笑


当朋友们对我笑话，而我却不知道的话，那才是最悲哀的时候

Vlog

Very sudden mood in doing this!! My dolls, have a check on this..damn it FUNNY!!
Just feeling lucky because there are not much readers here, I'm sooooooo yucks!
DROP ME COMMENT AS WELL K~

Live.life

23 years 3months 10days living

I'm now a working fresh graduate, green, simple, blank!

I need exercise, I need confident, I need $$$$, I need friends, I need family, I need Love, I need care, I need guidance, I need god, I need time, I need phewwwwwwwwww

咦？

黑咖啡从来都不是我的爱好，但是今天我却一大杯的把黑咖啡征服
开车回家的途中我对自己怀疑了一下，咦？什么时候我会把黑咖啡吞进肚子里啊？
苦瓜从来都不会是我的盘中餐，但是最近我却爱上了苦瓜炒蛋，苦瓜汤
咦？
是我变得那么的无所谓了吗？变得连不喜欢的东西都吞进肚子里，我的天 啊！可以为自己认真的思考吗？到底我要的是什么？
还是我。。。。。长大了？
现在的我把以前不喜欢吃的都吃进肚子了，那么的不挑食。。。说真的，我也不知道这是好事还是坏事！

新的。自己

我自艾自怨，讨厌现在的生活，厌倦为了金钱而烦恼的时候，回头想想我好像不曾为自己努力些什么，那又有什么资格去批评生活?

新的生活，我给自己的期许，新的生活态度，我给自己设立的！


加油！

Countless

This is the countless time, when she hide herself from us to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when she lock herself in her room to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when he ask her who was that and she didn't reply

This is the countless night, she need to wait for the phone call before she sleep

This is the countless night, she is not having dinner with us at home

This is the countless night, when she didn't sit in the living room, watch TV with us

and this is the countless time I wrote about her

this is also the countless time I feeling more and more disappointed towards what she trying to hide

This is the countless night, this is the countless time I cried

Someday

"Someday is just like a day that will never come", it's from Tom Cruise quote in Knight and Day movie

Someday I suppose, I will one shot pay off my study loan

Someday I suppose, I can left all problems far behind me

Someday I suppose, I can find a job which I really wanted

Someday I suppose, I can own my own business

Someday I suppose, I found someone who love me and I love him too

Someday I suppose, the world become a peaceful place, no more wars and no more nature disaster

Someday I suppose, no more money matter confusing my life

Someday I suppose, I will become a slim hot girl

Someday, I will find my own direction

Someday.....

This word someday seems too far for me

what have you learned?

People asked me, what had you learned so far?
I:"............. Dont know?"

Is it because of I didn't pay attention in classes?or I didn't want to think?
No jokes, I do feel myself like a foolish, do not wanted to use my brain to think, always impress by peoples answer who are so in depth and so rounded


ask me what I'd learn?learn to think, learn to be a more in depth person rather than act like a foolish stupid girl who always forget about this and that, lost this and that, missed this and that and finally lost until don't know what are these and thats!

My legs

I don't have slim long legs, but still feeling thankful for given a chance to have legs and able to walk around, go places I wanted by my own, I walked from home to my primary school, I walked from Secondary school to home, I walked from LRT station to College, I walked around Sheffield town to explore the real face, I walked around countries in Europe, I wore pairs of not comfort heels to pretend like a lady, I run when I'm escaping, I jump when I'm happy, I knee down when I'm feeling sorry, fall down when I didn't walk with my eyes open, feeling relax every time I wearing Birkenstock. I'm happy to have you, please do not grow fatter is my only wish! lol

Love your legs, because they walk with you in your life!

I'm Fanallleeehhhh a Bachelor

Great day just happened and it flies in hurry! It is my graduation day from SHU, finally receive my certificates and I just wanna shout to my grandparents:" Ah Gong Ah Ma, Wa bik yap liao!" (hokkien)

Once remember, my cousin sister told me, she hope I can be a graduate that proud my grandparents, although I dare not say I am the one who can proud them, but hopefully I do make them shine a little. :D

It was a busy day as I am a little tension about this CONVOCATION word, for people who don't know about my previous experience, I am actually forgot to bring my graduation gown during my diploma convo, yes...u didn't see it wrongly, I FORGOT TO BRING MY GRADUATION GOWN and don't need any deep explanation, you know it was a hard day for me, but my dad the F1 driver speed and drift for send me my gown, I'm still touching til now! sob sob

But this time, graduation makes me easier by only bring myself and everything will do, hahahahaha!! I had a best day ever as my family and aunty alllllllllllllll attended, able to saw allllllllllll my friends back!! Recalls all those silly study life and our precious UK life!

The L Kian Leong

Ivy and Jon, they are still looking lovely when together

The Silly jonathan

with Bobbins Andrew

The Lanci face

my family

Bachelor (ehermm**)

Formula 1 Brrrruuuuummmpppp

Here's a little secret for why I started to love F1 games, all these cheers and shout for the race started because of my teenage dream crush on a boy who totally a F1 fans that love Renault team and well based on you like it, so I like it too feelings, I start loving this race too lol...I know this is stupid but this is my teenage dream dohhhh!!! well, this is a good sports after all and no doubt this actually make me and my dad relationship much more closer, I used to complain to him that F1 is boring but he was sooo happy when I am staying beside him watching the game together. Our favorite team? Mclaren Mercedes always the choice!!!

People say that F1 is a luxury games that only played by rich people, hahahhaa no doubt it is, but actually I am quite impress by all the philosophy that each of the car team hold, they love their brand, by creating the best engine and best racing car to win the game, the togetherness and co-operation that they applied during the games are always make me feel WOW!!! Best part I like the most?? teehee, it's when they changed their tyre and refill petrol!!!!! New F1 stars such as Hamilton do impress me when he first join the race, and Tahhhh Dahhhhh

I had a photograph with him when I was at London!! It's fake I know, but still exciting! hahahahaaha

Unfortunaltely, I was feeling sad when first heard about Hamilton news when he was in Melbourne for Australia Grand Prix, and he was slapped with a driving charge after allegedly spinning his wheels, he was apologized for the "over-exuberant" driving outside Melbourne's Albert Park track after a practice for the grand prix. So people, DO DRIVE SAFE AND DON'T ACT SILLY!!

Johnnie Walker is a brand of Scotch whisky owned by Diageo and originated in Kilmarnock, Ayrshire, Scotland, feel so regret for not able to visit their factory when I was at Scotland!! :(

Believe it or not, when I first heard this name, I though there is a Johnnie walking along the streets until I am 18, I finally realise it is a Whisky! LOL

Hope I get the chance to involve in the event that organised by Johnnie Walker for me to have a well experience in this awesome and well-know brand of Whiskey and mean while hopefully able to get myself de-stressed from my stressful workload!! woohoo~

Feeling weird why this two things can really related huh? hmmm, well this is because Johnnie Walker is involved in Formula One this stylish and sophisticated sports, it's a perfect combination to me whereby it brings out a totally new faces for the race, as Johnnie walker

has partnered with VMM, both able to emphasis on a more competitive value where they are sharing the values of innovation, winning and leadership

People, Johnnie Walker now are holding a cool and inspirational campaign with the Black Circuit Lounge that allow us to experience the lifestyle of Formula One, still blur with the game and wondering why they are racing for

the same route?Come on, please do come for the event!!! You can get more information from

www.blackcircuit.com.my/facebook

Last but not least, people please please

“NEVER DRINK AND DRIVE.”

Hamilton, I copied that!!

Why no one view my blog ha?!

Just wondering how to boost up the readers of my blog!

This is my 301 blog post

I dont really remember how long I had been using this space as my blog, but guarantee blogspot accompany me from my college life til I graduated from University and start working as a society freshie new bees!

It's been a while I start working, finally get myself something to do but still in a total blur case because havent really memories all those must do thing, well...insurance policy is really a boring subject to study!

Tonight is the last day of CNY, Chap Goh Meih is the chinese valentine, throw mandarine orange is no longer my must do in this day, lol!! perhaps because no matter how many I throwed, I just can't get myself a good man!! howwww negative thinking is this?!

oh yeah, just scared by a BSE from USJ branch today, I know and I understand to be a good salesperson, being aggressive is a positive action but please I am your sales management exec, using your selling skill and apply on me is not working!!! I will not buy from you!! PLEASE NOTE THAT~ HERRGG

Happy Bunny Year

It's 2011 yo people, Chinese New Year finallehhh reach too, same as usual but a lil bit different this time, because this year I drove back to my hometown! yessssss, I am quite proud of it *clap clap*

oh yeah, there are little more different this year, I gave two ang pau this year, for my parents, since I am working adult now *ehermm*, gonna show some maturity, just putting some money inside an ang pau packet and gave it to them during chor 1, but the results is.....they seem don't really feel touching, zzzzzzzz!!

Well, another different is I am the one who pay for the reunion supper, this is a common activity that cousins brada sista and us will have every year before we pray, and we usually will appoint poeple who just working, just have the ability to earn pay for the meal, hahahahaha and this year goes to me, I just hope this can be a good culture and keep going even I am Olddddddddd haha!

Happy Bunny Year everyone!!! gong xi gong xi o!!!

May this year bring all of us good luck, fortune and prosperity!

yoke san, with love

To whom you willing to help and send a present

Think of one question when I was driving back home today, Have you ever received any help, or expensive gift before?

Well, to be frank, I do not have any very super expensive material present before, ou..suddenly i re-remember, I received a camera, laptop, and phone as present before. All these are from my beloved family member, but I am still quite curious about people who received expensive present from opposite gende, what is the reason WHY they can receive soooooooo expensive present such as car, branded bags, and etc!! Is it because of beauty appearance they are likely have? Well, I do have receive help from people but as to be frank mostly I need to depend on myself, quite jelouse about people who can have a people who willing to drive them anywhere instead of driving myself :(

Just so suddenly again, I saw a status updated by my lovely babe Mindy :

Researchers found that physically attractive ppl enjoy more benefits than the less beautiful basically bcoz beautiful looking ppl r better liked & r believed to possess more desirable personalities. So does that mean all the ordinary looking ppl have to go for plastic surgery?


hahahaha, this is perfectly accomodate what I wanted to share in this post, pretty girls are such a lucky animal living in this earth, they can have more benefits no matter where they are, people help them willingly and happily, but as for me, no pretty face, no ssexy hot slim body, no intelligent thinking, that's why I dont receive any and everything need to depend on my own, people wouldn't like to talk with when they first met you, reluctant to share, because people judge through outlook, so do I, therefore I couldn't blame people.

haaaaaa....so what is the conclusion in this?

Pretty people will have higher percentage in receive expensive gift that less pretty girl do!

He just not that into you

This is another I like movie- HE JUST NOT SO INTO YOU, found this movie so suddenly in my best kill time mate PPS, when I first read the chinese title 他其实没有那么喜欢你, it just some ordinary love story that running through my head!! I just wanna see what this movie really about, any little related with my real life experience hahahaha, but I'd share it during our pillow talked session with my ji mui! wheeeee~

Think of get the book and read the whole story, o gosh another title added into my must buy booklist!

try this movie and You will love it !! :D


So trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit,
He genuinely doesn't give a shit. No exceptions.

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE TAGLINE! :)