Pick up my very own space to talk about myself again
Yes , maybe now this is actually the best place for me to share my thought.
I think i have not making any update since then, yes i am now 31 years old.
Same old me , same old single , same old no progression in my relationship life.
I am now working in Singapore , yes in fact here for almost 3 years.
but i am not at my happiest moment in life.
working life in Singapore started quite good where i get to stay with my friends, working with commissions and yes, it is so much much more stress compare to before.
Then i changed my job, shits happened when Mindy Mark broke up ,all three of us separate our ways and stay at different places now.
So now here i am staying alone with landlord.
But life never been good as well, working in a shit company and shit management, i am losing my confident after a several failed interview.
Sad sad case , at this mid life crisis, I am alone, poor, and someone not making progression in life and that I meant love life & financially of course.
I kinda wonder sometimes, am i now in depression cause i constantly feel stress , and miserable.
I totally get that if you want something to change you gotta make a move. I want something to change , i want to go back home.
But it never seems easy.
I hate to declare that this could be the lowest point in my life. People see me having fun and deep down i know how fuck up my life is.
Urrghhh, is writing out my feelings going to help me feel better ?
