Countless

This is the countless time, when she hide herself from us to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when she lock herself in her room to talk with the person on phone

This is the countless time, when he ask her who was that and she didn't reply

This is the countless night, she need to wait for the phone call before she sleep

This is the countless night, she is not having dinner with us at home

This is the countless night, when she didn't sit in the living room, watch TV with us

and this is the countless time I wrote about her

this is also the countless time I feeling more and more disappointed towards what she trying to hide

This is the countless night, this is the countless time I cried

Someday

"Someday is just like a day that will never come", it's from Tom Cruise quote in Knight and Day movie

Someday I suppose, I will one shot pay off my study loan

Someday I suppose, I can left all problems far behind me

Someday I suppose, I can find a job which I really wanted

Someday I suppose, I can own my own business

Someday I suppose, I found someone who love me and I love him too

Someday I suppose, the world become a peaceful place, no more wars and no more nature disaster

Someday I suppose, no more money matter confusing my life

Someday I suppose, I will become a slim hot girl

Someday, I will find my own direction

Someday.....

This word someday seems too far for me

what have you learned?

People asked me, what had you learned so far?
I:"............. Dont know?"

Is it because of I didn't pay attention in classes?or I didn't want to think?
No jokes, I do feel myself like a foolish, do not wanted to use my brain to think, always impress by peoples answer who are so in depth and so rounded


ask me what I'd learn?learn to think, learn to be a more in depth person rather than act like a foolish stupid girl who always forget about this and that, lost this and that, missed this and that and finally lost until don't know what are these and thats!

My legs

I don't have slim long legs, but still feeling thankful for given a chance to have legs and able to walk around, go places I wanted by my own, I walked from home to my primary school, I walked from Secondary school to home, I walked from LRT station to College, I walked around Sheffield town to explore the real face, I walked around countries in Europe, I wore pairs of not comfort heels to pretend like a lady, I run when I'm escaping, I jump when I'm happy, I knee down when I'm feeling sorry, fall down when I didn't walk with my eyes open, feeling relax every time I wearing Birkenstock. I'm happy to have you, please do not grow fatter is my only wish! lol

Love your legs, because they walk with you in your life!

I'm Fanallleeehhhh a Bachelor

Great day just happened and it flies in hurry! It is my graduation day from SHU, finally receive my certificates and I just wanna shout to my grandparents:" Ah Gong Ah Ma, Wa bik yap liao!" (hokkien)

Once remember, my cousin sister told me, she hope I can be a graduate that proud my grandparents, although I dare not say I am the one who can proud them, but hopefully I do make them shine a little. :D

It was a busy day as I am a little tension about this CONVOCATION word, for people who don't know about my previous experience, I am actually forgot to bring my graduation gown during my diploma convo, yes...u didn't see it wrongly, I FORGOT TO BRING MY GRADUATION GOWN and don't need any deep explanation, you know it was a hard day for me, but my dad the F1 driver speed and drift for send me my gown, I'm still touching til now! sob sob

But this time, graduation makes me easier by only bring myself and everything will do, hahahahaha!! I had a best day ever as my family and aunty alllllllllllllll attended, able to saw allllllllllll my friends back!! Recalls all those silly study life and our precious UK life!

The L Kian Leong

Ivy and Jon, they are still looking lovely when together

The Silly jonathan

with Bobbins Andrew

The Lanci face

my family

Bachelor (ehermm**)

Formula 1 Brrrruuuuummmpppp

Here's a little secret for why I started to love F1 games, all these cheers and shout for the race started because of my teenage dream crush on a boy who totally a F1 fans that love Renault team and well based on you like it, so I like it too feelings, I start loving this race too lol...I know this is stupid but this is my teenage dream dohhhh!!! well, this is a good sports after all and no doubt this actually make me and my dad relationship much more closer, I used to complain to him that F1 is boring but he was sooo happy when I am staying beside him watching the game together. Our favorite team? Mclaren Mercedes always the choice!!!

People say that F1 is a luxury games that only played by rich people, hahahhaa no doubt it is, but actually I am quite impress by all the philosophy that each of the car team hold, they love their brand, by creating the best engine and best racing car to win the game, the togetherness and co-operation that they applied during the games are always make me feel WOW!!! Best part I like the most?? teehee, it's when they changed their tyre and refill petrol!!!!! New F1 stars such as Hamilton do impress me when he first join the race, and Tahhhh Dahhhhh

I had a photograph with him when I was at London!! It's fake I know, but still exciting! hahahahaaha

Unfortunaltely, I was feeling sad when first heard about Hamilton news when he was in Melbourne for Australia Grand Prix, and he was slapped with a driving charge after allegedly spinning his wheels, he was apologized for the "over-exuberant" driving outside Melbourne's Albert Park track after a practice for the grand prix. So people, DO DRIVE SAFE AND DON'T ACT SILLY!!

Johnnie Walker is a brand of Scotch whisky owned by Diageo and originated in Kilmarnock, Ayrshire, Scotland, feel so regret for not able to visit their factory when I was at Scotland!! :(

Believe it or not, when I first heard this name, I though there is a Johnnie walking along the streets until I am 18, I finally realise it is a Whisky! LOL

Hope I get the chance to involve in the event that organised by Johnnie Walker for me to have a well experience in this awesome and well-know brand of Whiskey and mean while hopefully able to get myself de-stressed from my stressful workload!! woohoo~

Feeling weird why this two things can really related huh? hmmm, well this is because Johnnie Walker is involved in Formula One this stylish and sophisticated sports, it's a perfect combination to me whereby it brings out a totally new faces for the race, as Johnnie walker

has partnered with VMM, both able to emphasis on a more competitive value where they are sharing the values of innovation, winning and leadership

People, Johnnie Walker now are holding a cool and inspirational campaign with the Black Circuit Lounge that allow us to experience the lifestyle of Formula One, still blur with the game and wondering why they are racing for

the same route?Come on, please do come for the event!!! You can get more information from

www.blackcircuit.com.my/facebook

Last but not least, people please please

“NEVER DRINK AND DRIVE.”

Hamilton, I copied that!!