Don't laugh at me, this is another blog post before 2011, I'm kinda too much rite?
Hahahahaha, am I little too terrified about new year coming? and that much of things need to be expressed out?
I'm not sure seriously, when the blogging mood comes, I can't never stop writing! LOL
Well, for me new year don't really bring any difference, one thing common annual happen is I'm turning one year older, and this is like a fact which I need to celebrate my birthday the 2nd day of new year! Kinda odd day actually, which a day before school holidays end, a day for everyone prepare their mood to kick start new year.
I don't know, its not that I can choose my birthday hahaha! Anyway....welcome new year!
Cheers dolls! :)
29 December 2011
25 December 2011
Christmas 2011
HOHOHO here come Christmas 2011, I always know that December is a month full of joy and happiness, well at least until last year! Not to say I'm not happy this year but seriously excitement about Christmas is not there for the very first time. Ohhhhh please don't tell me I'm old enough to not celebrate Christmas, or maybe feeling lonely because of single?! Wtfffff is this?! haha
Kinda running out of idea this year, some friend sick, some friend cannot make it.But thank god , AMK gang finally decide to held a Barbecue gathering this year. Simple but at least we are together type of gathering, and most importantly we are avoiding ourselves from crowd but deep down in mind I WANTED TO PARTY...(nevermind, I still enjoy my Christmas eve anyway).
It was a last min arrangement, and finally Mr.Cheng is taking his call this round, assign people to do this and that, bought 40 chicken wings, watermelon, cooked meehoon, curry chicken and with all these, the Barbecue party started.
All thanks to Mr. Jon for starting up the fire, Mr.Cheng dad for all the BBQ equipment, and Cheng mom's for meehoon and chicken wings marinated.
Exchange pressie seems like a CANNOT-MISSED session in Christmas gathering, this is fun when we are actually skipped one year and finally the culture continues.
This year, I got a water tumbler and lappy bag for Christmas exchange session, oh yeah and a Starbuck cash card after lucky draw in Department Christmas Dinner.
Some ask me what am I doing on Christmas day, well sorry I got no plan or yessss Dinner with family later.!
Hermmm, as usual....this is a single Christmas, I wish everyone Merry Christmas and Santa....you never grant my wish! HAHAHA
Kinda running out of idea this year, some friend sick, some friend cannot make it.But thank god , AMK gang finally decide to held a Barbecue gathering this year. Simple but at least we are together type of gathering, and most importantly we are avoiding ourselves from crowd but deep down in mind I WANTED TO PARTY...(nevermind, I still enjoy my Christmas eve anyway).
It was a last min arrangement, and finally Mr.Cheng is taking his call this round, assign people to do this and that, bought 40 chicken wings, watermelon, cooked meehoon, curry chicken and with all these, the Barbecue party started.
All thanks to Mr. Jon for starting up the fire, Mr.Cheng dad for all the BBQ equipment, and Cheng mom's for meehoon and chicken wings marinated.
Exchange pressie seems like a CANNOT-MISSED session in Christmas gathering, this is fun when we are actually skipped one year and finally the culture continues.
This year, I got a water tumbler and lappy bag for Christmas exchange session, oh yeah and a Starbuck cash card after lucky draw in Department Christmas Dinner.
Some ask me what am I doing on Christmas day, well sorry I got no plan or yessss Dinner with family later.!
Hermmm, as usual....this is a single Christmas, I wish everyone Merry Christmas and Santa....you never grant my wish! HAHAHA
15 December 2011
New year soon
Time just fly like a wind and here comes the last month of the year 2011- DECEMBER
Ask me how do I spend my festive month? No idea yet...
I'm still the same old me, working for about 1 year soon, getting older to 24 next month and this is not cool at all!
Guess it's time to list down my resolution...oppsss! I haven't completed my last year resolution :(
Hope I can say goodbye to my 2011 and WELCOME 2012 with an open heart, be happy and move forward!
Soon to sing you Auld Lang Syne 2011!
Love ya people! :)
10 December 2011
Be a cool person
Life is kinda heavy lately, Heavy?! You must be asking...
Well, stress is just all over my shoulder and..... I do believe it brings a little effect on my weight!!!
Seriously I am facing a huge challenge in my working recently, stress about sales figures that I usually don't really give a shit on it, and start wondering why I getting far from what I've been thought of.
This is not a good sign at all, is it the time for me to quit? Well, getting a new job is easy, but as I'm choosy and low security, I need to think twice in choosing what kind of job I'm suppose to go for in the future, I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, mistakes as in chosen an industry that I'm not interested in. Insurance definitely not the first choice for me and I don't even have a single flash in my mind that I will ever step into it, but from a quote I read from :" We may not always end up where we thought we were going, but we will always end up where we were meant to be!" I relief....at least I learned alot from here. Who knows? I might be an agent queen hahahaha
Oh yeah, back to topic after I yada yada about my recent life.
What is this about to be a cool person?! I feel cool when I have a gang of friends with me, do things that we want to do together and full of laughter. Cool can be define as many, but at least I hope I can be cool enough to have the effect in organising something for friends and everybody turns up. This is cool LOL.
and
Just something in my mind this 2 weeks. I'm not sure is it because of getting older, I started to feel so negative about living alone, people keep asking me :" Why are you single?"
" Do you want me to introduce you some decent guys?" " Hey, it's time for you to look for a bf as 2012 is near!!!" (this the most funny one). Thank you my friends, you guys are being so nice to me! I love you all :)
Well to be frank, I'm a little nervous! Just wanna admit what's in my mind okayyyy....stop laughing at me!
I start thinking that all these negative thoughts were created by the environment. Environment? Oh ya, alot of my friends are actually attached, I'm feeling lonely when I cannot hang out with them during weekend, I'm feel a little disappointing when my friends cannot make it for a gathering, but after all.....I wish them happy, that's why I don't blame them for not accompany me. Not only because of relationship, some of them actually started to work on their career which OT and $$$$ is all about in their life. Feeling proud for them too, after all....MONEY IS THE ONLY SPEAKING POWER IN THE WORLD.
and so I started to get used to it when doing all those things I usually did with my lovely friends all by myself e.g Shopping, manicure and pedicure, saloons, eat and etc....kinda sad I know but I can manage it well by myself now EXCEPT don't ask me party alone.....I'll rather die! HAHAHA
Hmmmm I am wondering if I can still be a cool person who can always hang out with friends, back to party life, enjoy my working, always laugh and LOVE MY LIFE! I JUST WANT MY POSITIVE THINKING BACK, I WANT MY REALITY BACK!
BE COOL PEOPLE!
Well, stress is just all over my shoulder and..... I do believe it brings a little effect on my weight!!!
Seriously I am facing a huge challenge in my working recently, stress about sales figures that I usually don't really give a shit on it, and start wondering why I getting far from what I've been thought of.
This is not a good sign at all, is it the time for me to quit? Well, getting a new job is easy, but as I'm choosy and low security, I need to think twice in choosing what kind of job I'm suppose to go for in the future, I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, mistakes as in chosen an industry that I'm not interested in. Insurance definitely not the first choice for me and I don't even have a single flash in my mind that I will ever step into it, but from a quote I read from :" We may not always end up where we thought we were going, but we will always end up where we were meant to be!" I relief....at least I learned alot from here. Who knows? I might be an agent queen hahahaha
Oh yeah, back to topic after I yada yada about my recent life.
What is this about to be a cool person?! I feel cool when I have a gang of friends with me, do things that we want to do together and full of laughter. Cool can be define as many, but at least I hope I can be cool enough to have the effect in organising something for friends and everybody turns up. This is cool LOL.
and
Just something in my mind this 2 weeks. I'm not sure is it because of getting older, I started to feel so negative about living alone, people keep asking me :" Why are you single?"
" Do you want me to introduce you some decent guys?" " Hey, it's time for you to look for a bf as 2012 is near!!!" (this the most funny one). Thank you my friends, you guys are being so nice to me! I love you all :)
Well to be frank, I'm a little nervous! Just wanna admit what's in my mind okayyyy....stop laughing at me!
I start thinking that all these negative thoughts were created by the environment. Environment? Oh ya, alot of my friends are actually attached, I'm feeling lonely when I cannot hang out with them during weekend, I'm feel a little disappointing when my friends cannot make it for a gathering, but after all.....I wish them happy, that's why I don't blame them for not accompany me. Not only because of relationship, some of them actually started to work on their career which OT and $$$$ is all about in their life. Feeling proud for them too, after all....MONEY IS THE ONLY SPEAKING POWER IN THE WORLD.
and so I started to get used to it when doing all those things I usually did with my lovely friends all by myself e.g Shopping, manicure and pedicure, saloons, eat and etc....kinda sad I know but I can manage it well by myself now EXCEPT don't ask me party alone.....I'll rather die! HAHAHA
Hmmmm I am wondering if I can still be a cool person who can always hang out with friends, back to party life, enjoy my working, always laugh and LOVE MY LIFE! I JUST WANT MY POSITIVE THINKING BACK, I WANT MY REALITY BACK!
BE COOL PEOPLE!
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